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Its been quite some time since i last blogged. welllllll i jus didnt have the urgeeeeeeeee to do sooo....... mi fingerss int havin withdrawal symptoms yet. but nvmmmmmmm. should update miself anyway.. aint realli in the moood to blog todai. but wthh........... todaiii is the onli day i get to stay home n dooo nothing. n stay away from the sun.wooh. hahahaha wthhh. n yes wen im at home i eat n eat n eat arghh bad thign to doo... this means that nothin satisfies mi tummy ..
such a picky eater.n yess mi holidays are ending before mi eyes......... mi goddddddd. y sooooo fast.... this is not fair... tak adil langsung hahha. watt onli.. ahhhhhhh schooooooooool again. waking up early again. n mi sister coming back again.......... haizzzzzz..... oh well. i jus have to think its fun then maybe is will be since its wilson chooo teaching. i think he is a perfectionist.he likes work well done.. not too messy. interesting.. colours...... not toooo simple...... n have alot of criticisms to offer. does have a temper..... at times..........can be scary. buttttt i can deal with it... i jus have to keep mi mouth shut. n listennnnnnnnnnnnn.............ahhh damn i realised most of mi pictures are in mi laptop hence, i cant put any pictures in mi blog todai hahhaah.. i have soo many pictures now...... n not all taken at the samee place...... n yessss i swear i wanna get taller mi ideal height is 1 78 but i think 180 is better hahaha.. damnn it the yr that i wanna grow taller usually i wont... hopefully next yr i willllllll..........

hahahah i realise during holidays there aint much to blog about hahahah except for yesterday i went to sch. to configure mi laptop to find out that the cyber centre was closed -.- waste mi timeee........ but i had done some research for i dunnoe wat.. wahhh i got A. hahhaa.. but in poly ur parents dun realli care much anympre.. its not like o lvls they will scream at u n nag at u hahaha to do well. cause they dun even noe when the exams are.. n i dun even have any exams. its onli projects. i hate final projects. cause u have to do with other pple which is more challenging.. cause they might disagree... n u cant  possibly doo all by urself......hahah wahh i thank god i didnt take mass com. hahah reports n all.. i cant remember how to write reports anymore. n letters too.. hahaha the onli thing motivating me now is an internship in newyork. i soooooooo want that .. its mineee!!!! hahaha nobody elses... but whne im grown up i dun wanna live in singapore.. i would love to live in melbourne... i loveee that place... great memories.. perth is toooooo singapore hahaha but still a nice place hhhahaha i would love to star gaze there again.. 

exhausteddd but wahh mi sisters finally in capetown well i kinda miss her but wahhh mi whole room mi whole bed wahhhhhhhhhhhhhh............. hahahahha but i realised after she got married im nto as close to her anymore.. its like she came n she has gone kinda thing well its sadd but its jus a part and parcel fo life i guess.. n yessssss finallllllllyyyyyyyyyy.............. mi goddddddd holidays!!! mi long awaited holidaysss............... 2 weeks leh..... amazinggggg... oh yaaaa the reason y im exhausted todai is not cause of workkkkkk its cause of CCN the sch. charity event. hahah stupid cupcakes..... hahah but manage to sell out.. this kinda of ocations is when u see shahnaz flirt with the whole world while other flirt back hahahaha its soo funnnnnnnn.......... hahahha wahhhhhhh that chinese guy was damnn hott laaa but such a flirt ahahah anyhow talk soo longgggggg aahahah lol he onli flirt with me cause he thot i was eurasian -.- obvious........ the sad thing is i cant be pretty allllll the time.. i oso tired to dress up at times. but damnn he was bloody hott......... n yes wahhhhhhhhhh aliff is quite cute. but he soo short hahah like budak kecik hahahah........ n syarif is a playboy soo i dun bother....... he likes me jus cause i model im sureeeee...... one.. excuse me if im wrong laaa..... hhahahha but cant deny he handsome laaaaa...
y i act sombong haiyaa wasted hahaha oh cause mi father was beside me ahaha.. soo i mus be gooooood hahaha......well one chapter is finished completed i hope i get A. i mean seriously top of the class pleaseeeeeeeeeee omgg.......... badly want it......... i plan to get a for everythign actually. woooh.. yaa i noe im crazy btu i think i burnt out the whole yr in one block hahaha shit... no no mus haveeee motivation.. somemroe wilson is the teacher. n gosh mi course manager is such a bitch big sarcastic bitch. butttt she has good fashion taste soooo i mus like her .. i m intimidated by this kinda pple. they make me feel inferior. still i mus prove her wronggggg.........n yes i waent jam n hop todai zzzzzzzz feet painn haahaa in dire need for a massage. hahaha i dance too much.....ahh shit raging hormones hahaha shittt........... im not supposed to have any boyfrens in poly.....becasue i realli have no time. n the guys in poly are damn cool but im like a selenge ahh shitttt.......... but vwat to doo..... im new to the atmosphere still.. ok laa byeee
i loveee all mi frens and thank them.esp ( ben,maisurah,kelly,zhi yang)

Well recently i have been forgetting to eat like todai.. cause due to the wedding i cant possibly complete mi work.im realli exhausted cause of saturday n i will dieeeee if mi work is not completed haiya..... at least by having functions now i noe the biatches in mi family. i mean they are not badd except for one bloody cheap skate say laa she want another berkat of chocolates anyhow tell mi grandma i nvr giver her mi grandma scolded me like hell.. but she has oready taken alotttttt 12 all together .. damn cheap skate jus ask laa i will give wat... there are more than enuff berkats.. but nvmm....... im very patient..... hahah at times ahha at times i loose it....well todai we had our fotoshoot. wahhhhhhhhh i hate makeups i prefer natural look. i dun care if can see pimples or not. with makeup mi skin look soo smooth though wahhhhh.. n false eyelashes make mi eyes look sooo big wahhhhhhhh......... soo nice haha but i dunnoe how to put la.. wahh but i dun quite like mi hair like somethign wrong i dunnoe wat n becaused i curled mi hair everybody copied me laaa assholes n then came in this chinese girl that thinks she is soo tall but she aint she is like mi nose there stupid ass...... then she the damnn action she think she model or something ahhaha but her face sooo fugly.... huh but nvmmmmm..... its okkkkkk.....mi clothes are way nicer..... not like a slut...lol i wasted half of mi day camwhoring with a prfessional photographer. haiya....... but i wanna learn makeup photoshop n photography wahh soo exciting.. sooo intriging haah how the hell its spelt. well still tiring day........... ok got alot more work to do bye.

omg!!!!!!!!!!! freakign the duper exhausted todai was the wat ahh the sandingan day. the day they seat n change n change n change n look pretty while the sister the mother the father gets busy.......... dun count the brother the brother........ is useless.. damnn irresponsible. i in charge of berkat n camera n video recording where got such thing........ realli... damn n irresponsible then he can scold me for being lazy again. i mean realli jus plain lazy soo im freaking pissed off with him n guess wat he can still go n watch a movie. when everyone down here is helping.. how to not be pissed.well im happy for mi sister. in fact extremely glad... well she soo hasnt had sex yet . hahahahah ok she has soo done a strip tease hahahha.. with big booooooobs woooh rudy is a lucky mannnnnn...... she has the boot in the hoot n the junk in the trunk woooooooh.. amazing. i have nothing haha jsu plain skinny.. malnoursihed child woooooooooh. hahaha not malnourished laa jus pplain hyper haha.. mmmmmmmmm damnn i jus realised i have alot of work to complete back to mi realiti. oh well........ damnn i look amazing hahaah. thats how i feel when i have yoyo to do mi hair n pple to do mi makeup n wahhhhhh fake eyelashes suck ahah damnn heavy ahahhaa its like a curtain ahahhahha but fun to use ahhaha until tomorrow oso i cannot use nehh.. i managed to use it.i feel sad cause mi sister actually cried when she read mi letter to her. oh wellllllll....... i cant wait for her to have kids finally................... hahahah go have sex........... but damn she wanna wait for 2 yrs....

Wahh todai the most hectic day of mi life.. i had to go to sch....... ah shittt.. yyyyy a day after missiters wedding wen i like reached home at like 1 am haiya........... soo i went to school stoned. hahah shahnaz stoned gets grumpy in the morning. n then i found out todai onli do research waste mi time -.- go library onliiiiiiiii.......................laaa tehn i went home went to sleeep then went dentist then went back to sch. for cca ahhhhhhh damnn cca. i apparently cant tok well im not goood at public speaking. alaaa.. n this cca requires alot of language brains.... ahhhhhh damnn stupid impromtu speeches. wats mi ambition i went out of topic n said alot of mmmmmmmsss. alaaaaaa....... alll the exco sabo me anyhow onli.. how they noe mi name i dunnoe. oh yaaaaa bout mi sisters wedding. wahh gorgeous wedding dress... but i dun think i wanna get married.. even if i do a simple wedding will doo.......awahhh being brides maid not soo bad after all.. hahaha..wahhh mi father's frens ask him abotu me omg.. hahah mi father replied i will be calling them uncle haha.. too badddddddddddd..... haha but i think it was mi hair i loved mi hair i lovee yoyo.. toobad he goin america =( i will miss himm badly...u noee by having gone into design sch. i have realli learnt to accept criticism better... be it something to improve on urself or some that are jus plain bullshit. but u noe on mi blog i can realli say something about it.. cause its mi blog.. i have the rite too.. its stupid to give me a C grade jus because of one shirt peice. veron said all mi peice is strong except forrrrrrrrrrr 1 n becuase of that she will give me a C which she says i dun deserve then she luff....... -.- wah lauuuuu siao lecturer. thenn next criticism during mi speech ahh crapp stupid went out of topic mi ambition is to become a designer alamakkk damnn pai sehh oready.....then next criticism that mi close fren gave me was alot........which after thinking..i may have forgotten his bday treat or somethign like that. or not go out as often. buttt i wasnt self centred. cause if i was i would have complained about his complains about his stupid life to mee.. but the fact is life is unfair..n i actualy read it.. omg....... wat a waste of mi time. thinking he is still a kid.. n the fact is he could have nvr gotten me because realli if ur character sucks..he cant even respect his own mum... u will nvr get me... i dun need a boy i need a man.n thats how i decided to end mi days blogg byeeee..........

oh finalllllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyyy the day of mi sisters wedding. immmmm juggling mi studies n helping for the wedding preparation. mi godddddd soo many things n wah lauu pple are soo kan chiong n noisyy.. as much as i wish to get out of the house mi laptop does not have adobe ahh damn...... n no internet connection at home ahh damn waste mi time... welll im happy for mi ssiter though she looks incredibly stressed. im stressed about different things all together.i finished mi work n wah lauuu i think 50 cent to print one ppr is cheap now hahaha used to complain its damnm expensive. the marine parade one 10 dollar wah lauuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
siaooo ahhhhhhhhh waste mi moneyyyyy n mi time............ n wahhh todai i was helping to make natural perfume. but it smells like the one in the funeral.. butt i like the smelll...... cause its soo soothing n peaceful to me.n yes todai im in a quite a good mood. soo i accept any criticism that comes mi way............i will accept it work with it n improve it........noww i haev to sleep on the floor casue grandma make the bed nice nice -.- haiyaaaaaaaa then i got sch. tomorrow haiyaaaaaaaa................ well thats all bye

n i had mi own version of hen party drag queen style haha with shamira n tom tom. oh yaaa wei jie spanked mi ass with his file omggggggg...... lol this pict is appropriate the shocking news . but he is gay .. soo its like nothing. n he was like telling me about this girl that hates me hahah..i dunnoe how he noe dun bother to ask hhahah.. then he continued by sayiing that she step sexy onli.. which i agree.. cause she wear blue contacts yuckkk.. dye her hair blonde stripes. yuck.. n purposely kissed her boyfren infront of me n wei jie hahha yuckk..........wei jie has nvr seen anyone kisssed before hahah wthhhhhhhh.....but i love his complexion mi godddd... no hair on his freaking face oso.. hahhaha wahhh soo pretty..
n ewwww.. me tongueing mi own self..... ewwwwwww hahaha i think this is cool yet disgusting haha.. hhaha me afraid of mi own self mi goshh.. i dun think i wanna be a lesbian...id rather be straight......u noe the nicest pictures are the most crude ones.