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f lah i should have followed mi instincts to jus sleep at home....
sialah waste mi time lahhhh....... assholees..
well anyawys it wasnt that bad cause i didnt noe how to get there.. now i noeee y the hell boys wear eyeliner.. to act coolll.. to attract girls.. hahahah like reallllll............ hu will be attracted to gays lahh.. someone sane would be fine for me... no flirts though thats all... sialah i think i failed english
ass lahhhhh

n yeah went back with aliiiii. hehehehehehhe.. n furthermore matts n minahs are moreee reliable wen it comes to directionss seriously..mi own frens told me wrong bus no. sialah. how to trust themmmmmmmm.......... =(
oh yah thats not all i forgot to bring mi no. thingy hahahha. drew one pathetic one.. hahahahhaha.. spoke to all the sec 1 matts they laughed soo loud hahahhahahaha....... boyyyyyyy they are a fun bunch to hang out with.. got some hot ones.. but they are tooo young.. ok lahh thats kinda itt sooo bye..!!!

=P love this song..

ahh todaii was a weird day... got mi phone back.. wooooooh.. hahahhaha
oh well..it was a weird day for many reasons lemme proof tis...
durin recesss yaseer called me
it was like gonna end.. n all.. sooo they all relax lah near the photocopy machine.. soo ok lah.. i walked pass yaseer called me... then he said ehh.. shahnaz go tell salwin u love him come on......... -.-" like hello wat do u think i am lah... hahahha..i told him i have nothing to do about anything stupid s..... does... cause he is such a bimbo.... he thinks he is very cute n hot.. huh.. dream on u bloody bai... hahahha..... all that comes out of ur mouth is fuck.. hahahahha wat onli lahh.. i put mi pict. with me with shades then u oso go n put the pict but i doo look prettier than u..
n after taking mi bag....... they were still there.. n they were saying that i can be his sister.. cause we look alike.. yah rite.. jus cause i skinny doesnt mean i look like him.. he is an ultra vain boy... let him be like a girll.... i dun care... u nvr even say sorri.. but can stilll ffoool around with me.. hhaahaha crap asshole.. mi money was not a gift..i jus said take ur time cause i gave up on asking u for it.. cause ur nvr gonna give it to me.....

kerana kau ku masih ke sini.....

ahhh freaking migrain pains....... well lets see todaiii i was so not in the mood to go back to school.. f lah.. i seriously have no mood for art nowadays.mrs jonohs face oredy scares me n ms marinah for nyaa oso scares me.. n yeah todai bumped into ms abraham coincidentally i have no idea y she was up at the 4th flooor in the afternoon.. sialah mi fringe was all over.. n almas apparently tucked out her shirt.. but oh well ms abraham didnt stop her.. she likes asking lots of question.... yyyy mus u guys walk together.. (ans.. our problem lahh!! actually)
but i said. almas n i were from the stairs.. the rest were from the toilet.. not our problem.. n yeah she asked wat we have n all..
then she stepped into choir saying she was once from choir n all that crap.. ahh crap.. sialah... had no mood to sing todai.. but almas was veryyyyy sad.. soo had to keep her in the mood..... soo oh well.... hate pple hu main mentel.. it pisses me off. n yeah sid showed me that video of that small innocent boy getting smacked wen he was singing innocently hahahhaha..... stupid........ but funny.. lil cheap thrills once in a while are amazing... n yeahhh todai. ali told u go first. woooooh his voice was amazingggg. woooooooh.. hahahhaha.. he jus looks amaazing but wat happened to his eyes though.. poor boy... hu punched him.. but it kinda scares me this days that he expects a smile from me allllll the time.. hello i dun jus give smiles away.. n yeah im pissed at seann. soooooooo im not talking to him..... n yeah mitran too is pissing me off.. n oh yeahh im so excited to go to st pats. that is where all the cheeky boys go too hahahahha...hhaahaha.. but not that cute as the ones in our school.. but of course the ones i eye end up being toots.... n yeah wat is wrong with the sec 3s they act like as though the world owes them a living.. f them up lahh. assholes.. living in their own world... by dyeing ur hair wearing make up doesnt make any diff. to ur looks neither does it change hu u are. stupid a liens n minahs.. n yeah guys too wear eyeliner.... n oh boy arvind was scary todaii.. scared the hell out of me........ oh well guy s do smoke ...... its jus a get together for them.. i may not be able to punish them but god will.... soo i dun realli bother bout them.. n +++++++ hat ms zubaidah.... y is she oways picking on meeeee lah asshole. pick on someone as ugly as uuu lah.. hahah asshole..... anyhow suan me for no reasonnn... ok lahh gotta do mi art byebyeybye

hey it sure has been a long time since i blogged.. well miss me darn spessimist comments on eveything around...
oh welll nvmmm..... forget it...... new information todai... loosing lots of weightis bad.. u looose brain cells tooooo... thatnk god mi weight stays the same.... but most ple say im like a dumb blonde .. idiots... im one with a brain.. thank u...... well happy late chinese new year to all chinese pple.. went visitng todai..followed mi sis go c desiree..... lotus n all.........it was kinda cool.. the similarities hang baos n everyone said im darn skiinnnnyy n tall.. n omg...... on the news pple from thailand support transexual band group. society is gettin weirder n weirder..... ewww.... a men running fo a transexual.. hahahaha wheres the fun man wen u marry them... no fun lah.... hahahhhha.. dumb pple.its like eating a cake without tasting it.. where is the fun..... oh well..
n yeah todai i watched norbit!!!!! soooooo funny lah.. i have no problems with fat pple. i like them they are cushiony... n fun to be with.. oh well.. but in the movie tat lady is one from helll lah.. it looked soooooo reall lah..hahahaha.. the boobs werelike 8 times ofmi head. hahahhahaha sialah.. gross boobs...
oh yeah heres a change...... i like guys that like me for hu i am.........
but no one does.. soo dun bother..
if ur a stranger n is an indian guy than i will block u...
but if ur mi fren then i shall consider u.... hhahahahaha
but as long as ur honest n dun cheatme cause u noe im gullible then hell yeah im fine with u......
omg i mus say this holiday iss soooo boring had to do mi art draw n draw n draw... n whiledrawing mrs jonoh said think of how u will treat a guy. artists are goood.. as they are patient.. hahahahaha.. yeahh..mrs jonoh lah.. its like touching but not realli touching...
wen u have girlfren then u noe... hahahhaha...... wth.....
nvr knew art would be crude.. ok i shall stop here. tell u more crap on some other day. n sorri i nvr put tag board lazyyyyyy lah

byebye!! lovee shahnaz..

"I Don't Wanna Know"(feat. P. Diddy)[P. Diddy - talking]

Hold up, let me answer my phone
Some bitch callin me about some bullshit probably
I'ma call you right back
I'm doin' this mixtape right now
Now back to what I was sayin

[Verse 1 - Mario Winans]
Somebody said they saw you
The person you were kissing wasn't me
And I would never ask you
I just kept it to myself

[Chorus - Mario Winans]
I don't wanna know
If you're playin' me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know

[Verse 2 - Mario Winans]
Oh baby
I think about it when I hold you
When lookin in your eyes, I can't believe
I don't need to know the truth
Baby keep it to yourself

[Chorus - Mario Winans]
I don't wanna know
If you're playin' me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know

[Break - Mario Winans]
Did he touch you better then me (touch you better then me)
Did he watch you fall asleep (watch you fall asleep)
Did you show him all those things that you used to do to me (do to me baby)
If your better off that way (better off that way)
Baby what I like to say (all that I can say)
Go on and do your thing and don't come back to me
(Stay away from me baby)

[Verse 3 - P. Diddy]
I don't wanna know where your whereabouts or how you movin
I know when you in the house or when you cruisin
It's been proven, my love you abusin
I can't understand, how a man got you choosin (yeah)
Undecided, I came and provided
My undivided, you came and denied it (why?)
Don't even try it, I know when you lyin (I know when you lyin)
Don't even do that, I know why you cryin (stop cryin)
I'm not applyin no pressure, just wanna let you know
That I don't wanna let you go (I don't wanna let you go)
And I don't wanna let you leave
Can't say I didn't let you breathe
Gave you extra G's (c'mon), put you in the SUV
You wanted ice so I made you freeze
Made you hot like the West Indies (that's right)
Now it's time you invest in me
Cause if not then it's best you leave
Holla, yeah

[Chorus - Mario Winans]
I don't wanna know
If you're playin' me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don't let it showOh baby, I don't wanna knowIf you're playin' me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know
If you're playin' me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know

late nites..... midnight oil.. its soo fun...... i guess. no one bothernig me for once.. well yeah..todai i cabot r=from abraham... she is sooooooooo gonnna kill me.. n yeah todai i wrote in the library.. i love CHEEKY POTS!!!!!!! wat was i thinking.. hahahahhahahahaha... n that i love miself too n everybody..... yeah soo do read mi dedication wen u have the time.. k???
im soo happy nowadays.. someone is scared of me n is running away from me.. stupid....... person.. haizz.... u noe me i cant scold.. i can omli teaseeeeeee...... i love that.. read the red book lent by sean.. got horny the wholee day.. n i felt super duper high... i love those books.. i think i wanna be a sexologist... hahahah.. im serious.. thats a careeer i wan. its soo funnnn.......... helping those in need...... for an orgasm..... wooooh!!. i love......... ok lahh ok lahh.........
valentines day is coming........... sooooooooooo hus gonna give me a chocolate!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! =P

no one.............. =(

arghh.. one of those f up feelings again..
soo confused.. y do u have to messs with mi heart..
i need to tell u that i onli think of us as frens. i was jus too kind to u.. oh well no matter how much i miss u....i will onli say hey there.. i jus cant seem to get over u..... i need to forget bout u.. i hate love.. it ruins me much.. it makes me into 1 huge adolescent.. everything seems to go wrong wen im with him.. its about him... it onli about him.. n noo love in return.....ahhh.. forget it lahh.apa yang kau buat dengan cintaku kepadamu..
i hate schoollll............

besides all of the troubles im facing... there is still something i can look forward to....
1) tomorrow celebrating arinis bday at the beach n spize......
2) sunday malay tuition.. can see raul... =P
3) MONDAY GET TOO SEEEE ALI!! (hahah.. soo cute.. he stared at me for a pretty long time todai... wooh love him) he even gave me a million dollar smile.. soo reminds me of someone lah.. s...... yeapp..
bila cinta didusta
hati mula gelisah
hilang kekasih hati.
hidup jadi merana
insan dari idaman
kini dimilik orang
cinta yang dimpikan
putus di tengah jalan
terpaksa mengalang.
mengapa mengintai
andanya tak setia
tak usahlah bercinta jika hanya berpura
bila hati dah jemur
mula berpaling tada
tidak pernah fikirkan orng yng tinggalkan
terseksa sayu
pilu...

arghh.. one of those f up feelings again..
soo confused.. y do u have to messs with mi heart..
i need to tell u that i onli think of us as frens. i was jus too kind to u.. oh well no matter how much i miss u....i will onli say hey there.. i jus cant seem to get over u..... i need to forget bout u.. i hate love.. it ruins me much.. it makes me into 1 huge adolescent.. everything seems to go wrong wen im with him.. its about him... it onli about him.. n noo love in return.....ahhh.. forget it lahh.apa yang kau buat dengan cintaku kepadamu..
i hate schoollll............

besides all of the troubles im facing... there is still something i can look forward to....
1) tomorrow celebrating arinis bday at the beach n spize......
2) sunday malay tuition.. can see raul... =P
3) MONDAY GET TOO SEEEE ALI!! (hahah.. soo cute.. he stared at me for a pretty long time todai... wooh love him) he even gave me a million dollar smile.. soo reminds me of someone lah.. s...... yeapp..
bila cinta didusta
hati mula gelisah
hilang kekasih hati.
hidup jadi merana
insan dari idaman
kini dimilik orang
cinta yang dimpikan
putus di tengah jalan
terpaksa mengalang.
mengapa mengintai
andanya tak setia
tak usahlah bercinta jika hanya berpura
bila hati dah jemur
mula berpaling tada
tidak pernah fikirkan orng yng tinggalkan
terseksa sayu
pilu...