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ZOMGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wah lauu.. its rarely i swear n curse now i feel like doin everything.. i wanna cry oready laa........ haizz......... im soo freaking tired todai.. as in the freaking exhausted..... wahh there is something wrong with mi lecturer.. realli..... she asked all of us to redo. liek blooody hellllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll.............. pple computer cannot print. cannot blooody print. sooo how to use computerr.. she say our work like secondary sch. work n ask us to redo. n still luff after wards. like wthhhhhhhhhhhh.......... haha daniel couldnt stand her hahah he jus said ya la ya la.. ahah could see everyone with a pissed face......... but i have to optimistic la.... wah lauuuu i spent more than 100 in a wkkkkkkkkk.......omg........... like wtf........... how can i spend soo muchh.... n i dun even noe wat i spend on ..like i didnt even buy any luxury stuffs la al sch. stuffs la. waste mi moneyyyyy.. she wan us to redo which means more new materials.... omggggggg waste mi moneyyyyyyyyy............... all those that take design confirm all very rich laaaaa.... realliiii waste of money. i dun think i wanna eat oready. though wat i ate todai is like damnn nice. haiya....... lets be aneroxic wooooooh. wahh but ice kachang is liek 1.00 sooo cheappp...... n yeanew girl. i dunnoe y i dun like new girls but i think its cause they alter mi fengshui i swearrr wen a new girl i no more top in classss. haiyaaaaaaaa. damnn sadddddd. laaaaaaaaa.arghhhhhh.....wtr laaa i hate tie n die..... dead oh dead....i dun give a damn laaa... but i still want mi a1s i dun care.......

Wah stress... very stresssed.. mi weekend is burnttt......... reallli burnt....chao ta oready la.. i have to complete 2 projects in 2 days.......... then upcoming project start on tuesday.1st group project zzzzzzzz.......... actualy y m i putting the zzz.. sign i wont sleep one la.. hahah mi godd now i officially got no life.. if u tell me i got no life now haha i understand haha.. cause i live breathe eat mi work...i now eat at a record time of 3 minutes hahhaaha.. wthhhhhh.... kan chiong pple. but i think i need to take time to reassess mi work mus a1 one la.........im like psyching miself that mi work is play n is fun... cause now we are learning how to multi task.. im an expert in that hahaaha......but i think i needa slowwwwwwwwww........downn..take time to check if everythign is perfect..i think att iems i put tooo high expectation for miself.. but i think its good.. soo i dunnoe......in other words im a very confused person... n yeshh.. i just realised taking design course is very expensive i can spend 100 in a wk..... mi goddd i feel soo badd.. n welll todaiiii. i boughtttt a new MACBOOK PRO!! wahh awesome...... but again i feel bad cause i think i owe mi father alot for paying soo bloody much for it....... n yes the sales person was an ex bdsian laaaa i think 2 yrs senior hahaha but mi father say he bodoh soo meannnnnnnnnn... -.- n yes now mi frens call me a dumb blonde but im a diff. dumb blonde.. im one that is willing to learn i hope mi brain is like a sponge n will absorbbb everything.. im an IT dumb blonde.. confirmed..but i have to do graphics.. -.- soo i will tryyyy.. mi besttt...alamak n athirha jus reminded mee that wen everyone is having june holidays i will be bombarded with work.... mi longest holiday is 1 pathetic wk. which then again i will be bombarded with work 19 - 31 of may wah lauuuuu soo short.. how come mi other frens get 1 month of holiday...... huhhhhhhh!?!?!?!? oh well its ok i should continue living n breathing n eating mi work.... n yes i have been adventuring the tampines area.. mann tampines is bigg.. n bedok is like packed with pple. n i like bedok library. n mi new home is mi sch. library hahhaa.such unlikely places......... but vwat to doooooo..........ok laaa mus continue with mi work again........................ zzzzzzzzzzzzzz.........

wahh advertising mi blog is a wrong thing to doooo....... i write to miself... soo i tell miself things..
but first congratulationsss to miself for being the TOP STUDENTT!!! wahhhh........ first time ah... being kan chiong realli gives its credits..... ya mi teacher is abit wierd we dun call her ms something we jus call her veron a contradiction to her age..... buttt she liked mi nipple tie n dye ahhhhhhh...... wahhhh.. i think cause everybody pinch itt hahaha extra good luck..but now another assignment wahh streesss besarr... 2 projects during the weekend i aim for success which is knowing ur goal .. wahhh.... soo both i mus get a1...must get one.... n yaaa stupid poly oso got cme laaaa.......wthhhhhh. im soo gonna sleep there is nothin bout sex.. pple make out on the couch .. they should teach us some sense. n its on saturdays somemroe haiya......n yes i made mi decision on watttt cca i will take haha omgg i omos took community service hahaha wthh 100 hrs of cip before i die i dun wanna die early .. hahha choy ahh.. soo i thot dramatec but the girls were like sluts -.- soo i chose toast masters (public speaking) then mi father was impressed n mi frens thot i was soo nerd hahaha.. im like the onli design person mann.. in that cca shitttt -.- but its okk.. n yeaa i bumped into mi old pri. school fren the one that teased me bout mi boobs well guess watt i go much more prettier than her n taller tooo. huhhh!?!?!?! ahhaha. i jus had to do it.. but she in the same cca la alamak.. n yea have new frens now one of them noes almas. apparently almas kissed almost all the girls in tjc laa -.- haiya heartbroken ahh. hahaha i should be the one n onlyyyyyyyy ok??? hahaha soo apparently mi gay frens are afraid of lesbians n are trying to get used to me pulling up mi strapless bra hahah... n yea soo embarrasing i spilled a drink in kfc hahah the auntie cursed mi fren instead in some dialect hahaa.. wth laa. though one thing good about mi group of frens we are very weird.. kelly is like d.i.y person wahh she got future.. ben is gay sissy gay ... not attracted to guys gay... realli nice guy. the other guy i dunnoe how to spell the name i jus call jy can do a kfc advertisement hahaha.. maisurah wahhhhh helps me alot... Sean is jus haiya soo sissyish soo i be his body guard ahhh hahaa pple luff at wat mi frens wear but i have to say soo what??? cause we are unique.. pple insult us soo bluntly haha we nvr even reply back la haha we jus luff ... yea weirdd.. but soo fun...thats the way mann but pple nvr luff at me hor...... ahahaha.they jus say i luff weird vwat to doooo....... well todai i learnt somethign i should oways admire pple that are weird.. cause its jus amazing how brave they are to be themselves... i will soo be caught dead wearing wat they wear....oh ya new song kaninaninaninaninanina........ wthh... k n to straight sean mi godd got soo many sean in the world beng sean gay sean mama sean matsaleh sean. wahhh... to matsaleh sean.. i dunnoe wat to sayyy i dunnoe wat to doo... but damnn i miss alllll of mi old frens.........
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Wah lau!!!.. im sick n tired of gays.. seriously.......... they are soo fun to tok tooo.. but seriously someone turn them straight oh ya NS!!!hahah thank god.......... im very open minded i like them but there are wayyy tooo many in mi course.. soo many gays but no lesbians... y??????? the girls that look like guy are not lesbians saddddddddddd ahhhhhhh. hahah sooo now mi lesbian meter has gone down to 40% haha cause got no hot girls.. no malay girls oso.. nomalay guys oso.. no indian guys oso. ehh no indian girls oso.wahhhh.. got hot guys laaa...but not mi type laa..n for the 1st time in mi life i found out that there is such thing as a Sarong Pati Guy -.- like wthh he likes everything white.. i mean wthhhhh............hahhaha... white girls n GUYS!!!!!!!!! hahah..but he is such a handsome guy la..... sad case mannnn..........n mi gosh.. i got no frenss well close frens ..... i oways mingle with gays......n one of them asked the other gays wat are their sexual preferences omg!!!!!!!!!!! but i soo wanted to noe.......the girls oways tok such bimbotic stuffs which is liek boringgg soo yesterday.. soo i hang out with the weird ones.. they are cooollll in their own wayy....again veryyyyyyyy open minded!!!....old frens are better cause they are stragiht well some laa most!!!!! n wats even more saddd.. the ones that used to me mi goos frens in pri. school dun recognice meeeeeeeee................yea dman that girl that teased me for having no bboobs in pri. schhoool . i mean realli..... i over grew them alllll...........muahahaha.....k got alot of work laaaaaaaa.........byeee

let me tell u lil something about miself. i dun lie.. im the worst. lier in the world... when i say something thats close to heart i dun lie about it...n yet pple do acccuse me of being one.wats worst some pple accuse me behind mi back. u may insult me.. u may hate me. u may accuse me of anythign under the sun... but u noe im fine.. im fine with wtr u say about me.. i admit that by leaving u would have hurt u... but i onli did that cause i noe that we dun tok anymore... n we dun meet up at all... well seldom...hence there will be alot of misunderstandings.. yes at times i might get very emotional.. hence i do say words that i dun intend to say...but im human i make mistakes... u were the onli one i kissed n will be the onli one i would ever kiss in mi entire life.. well dun count mi ex ex la cause that one i kiss for him to go away haha..(no choice) i dun make out... im not like other girls that love to smooch under the block... cause thats jus the way i amm.....i will end up feeling baddd.. not goooooood. cause i dun wan to mi parents feel that they brought me up wrongly... u mus respect me for mi morals... for wat i believe in...when i date im serious... dead serious... but it takes more than love... its givin n taking .. taking both the good n the bad... of a personnn...........n i accepted u for hu u are... but u dun accept me for hu i am...
even if mi mum n ur frens warned me bout these relationship i still went with it..... defying the odds. buttt they were right... if u want me u will fight for me....if u happen to meet someone that cares alot for u then stick to that person.....n dun ever let them go... u noe instead of avoiding me delete me... realli delete any contact of mee.......... i dun make frens i give pple a choice to be mine

You know... forget about wat pple say about me n think about me.. cause from todai i realise thats its ok to be miself n be me ....if im shiok sendiri let it be... id rather think of the good than the bad...i will make frens by allowing u the choice to be mi fren. n not forcing u...cause i have a new term to give miself im the popular solo mannn...... hahahah wtr that is given by athirah of course... mi darling,mi sayang hahaha... yes n there are alot of htings diff. aboutpoly. in poly guys are very close to girls. not in a relationship manner.. but jus liek frens hahah its ok to hug themmm n blow flying kisses haahah esp. to Seanbaby.... Mi baby... soo poor thing the night walk he onli want that screamm yea he is gay but i respect him for being wat he is la... sooo i protect him... from ghost.. haha but from insect hahaha i will join him in screaming..welll wat a small world kester is a nice guy great fashion sense mi ex bf close fren oso from america one la hahah all tok slang one ( hey.. u wanna get laid...) like wth.... very funn n i finally found a halal food court airconditioned somemore.. haha i happy ahh... lol after camp everyone sicck hahah shahnaz pass the disease hahaha ya la dun wanna give me panadol i wont die one laaaaaaaa..... because they dun give me 1 panadol i have to take 5 pills a day. (1. flu 2. cough 3.some pill given buy doctor horribly big 4.stupid gadasil. 5. paracetamol)lol n toadi i promote mi nin jiam may pa kao hahah cause all got no voice ahahha oh well n yea moses leong director of design is one person i admire cause wtr he says is true. i dear alot of things soo much soo that it hinders me from doin everythign to mi fullest potential. fear has led to me loose a fren n looose jobs.. soo now i learnnnnn............wtr he says is very truee n very important... soo now i learnnn......... haiz... life is soo different now.. but mi past gives me comfort n security...... but im willing to take risks n live up to mi fullest potential n dreams.... paris here i come!!!!!!!! =) k bye.