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ooo.. sarina has gotten sooo much fatter.. hhaha compared to 5 yrs ago.. well she didnt grow much taller though mann shes onli 5 .5 feet i think.. lol poor her.. she mus be a study freak in america.. yea to get jobs there are hard... farah is the older sis but she seems like the smaller sis i think thats cause farah is the outgoing n loud one while sarini is the more rexerve one. hahahaa..
mann grandma force fed mee.. -.- i think i ate 1 whole chickenn.. well i shall believe in this theory ..... the more nice chicken u eat the nicer the chicken ur gonna get hooked to... heh yea haha.. hmm......
n i realised i shall not compare miself to others it onli brings mi self esteem down -.- pple seem to be bigger than me -.- the assessss n all.. lol but the models all seem to be as skinny as me hahah jus tall..... well well..mum n sis are still in capetown.. female deprived.. -.- such a bore... -.- no shopping u noee -.-
lol mitch has the nicest goodbyes hahaha
well anyways recentlyy i have an average of 6 mosquitoe bites.. including on mi ass which was a huge onee... apparently mi blood is like damnn sweet .. f those mosquitoes......... n apparently they bite me wen im on the couchh asssses...
it was a fat onee asss mosquitoe...
well thenn gtg biebie

lol todai woke up freaking grumpy jus to et a freaking paint takes u such a long timee hahahaha..
nnnnnn yay!!!!! mi aunt n cuzzy sarini from houston is here.. yayyy...ahhaha.. its not like i getta go clubbbing with them -.- asss... school schooll.. boree.....i hate it wen problem arises in school... i hate it alot.... but i guess problems get us closer somehow... ok shit gotta go now ltr gonna paint wooohooo.. i think its a woohoo...wwell thengota go bathe byebye

i bleed it out dig it deeper jus to throw it away!!!!
wooh i loveee this song woooooooooh
mi new love hahaha..
if they had this song last time man it would have meant much more hehehe..
well yeah todai bought that freaking malay dict.
hmm lemme put the words i noe..
syak wasangka - rasa khuatir
bermaharajalela - semakin menjadi- jadi
hakikat - kebenaran
abaikan - ignore
sillaturrahim- pengeratan hubungan
n alot more lah hehehhe
i soo needa get b4 man at least mann
oh come onnnnnnn
lol one more day .. to mt o levelss wonder how im gonna fair in this one
at least make the topic about parentss plsssssssss........... prayy harddd mann hahahha
ok lah gtg biebie

ohhhh went swimming hahhahaa sialah damnn nice man hahahha got nobody except me hahaha mi father didnt allow me to go swmming alone at nite soo mi maid accompany me hhahha.. its nice to gaze at the stars when ur bouyant above the water woooh its like ur freeee u noee... wooo love that feeeling hahha
well last 2 days went to art museum nice place haahaha i knew that a rock can symbolise the earth -.- a tissue ppr can be the cloudss woooh hahhaah n a plastidc bag can be the ozone layer
wowwwww....... -.-
well then i dunnoe bout the inspiration part but some paintings are nice hahah...
hmm went spize.. lol the whole time sutinis vocab was extended to fat . lol . lol...
thats the time wen i buat bodoh hahhhaa
alahtodai got back result slip haizz depressing thing n i realised im not gonna let it continue n thisis y im gonna memoriseee eveyr singlecompo in the world whoopeeee hehehehe.. well its hard but i shalll try
lol n yea i took this test n lol imscared of relationships hahahhahaa... i think its true hahahaha.... it restrictsmefrom flirting hehehhehe...

todai was an eventful day

lol todais art was funny ahhaha even though it was filled with nagging nn yea y does msr jonoh think im a doll?? long leg doll -.- well anyways hahahha she saidd if u kiss a guy it should nvr be a peck but a smooooooooooooooch hahhahahahhaha wthhhhhh... hahahhaha she canbecome 1 heck of an actress hahahha.. wah lau she tok sooo much can die lah hahahha... well hahah todai mt drill well not soo bad quite a bore hahah soo i entertained miself with the putty eraser -.- lol stress relieverrrr hahahaa wah lau cikgu hamzah says i tak faham melayu langsung but im not dumb hahaha -.-
sialahhhhhhh.. hahha he picks on the one he noes -.- asssssssss... haahhaha but fun hahaha had soo many breaks hahahahah thats the wayyyyyy hahaha...

omg...... ahahha this song is soooo ahhhh.... no as in soft ahh.. yea yea.. hahahha i love baby face hhahaha he should love again cause i have fallen in love with him hhhahaha ooooooooo he is damn sad lah hahahah how i wish i can go there n give him a kiss lah muahhhhhhhhhx hahahha omgg hahahaha poorr him hahaha..
lol this is gonna be the onli black that i like ( ehhh eee maybe not him)lol nice voice but not realli a baby face -.- hahaha i think usher mmmmm nnn neyo mmm yea r more of hte baby face category haha... sexy voiceeeeee oooooo...
well there are oso other songs that i like hahah mi fren intro me to this song hahha..
well groove jet, murder on the dancefloor, hmmmarctic monkeys!! haha i think they are soo cute haha...

hahahha! todai i found out mi fan club is still on hahaha... lol this stime the choir girls hahah apparently one girl cut the same hairstyle ??!?!? hahah dunnoe for wat lol i didnt like mi mangkuk hair lahh! -.- well anyway she likes it hahaha n another girl has mi same bag that i wore last time bloody hell i baought that from australia bloody hell -.- heyy originality please pple -.- hahahah i forgot (n didnt bother to go to ) for choir on friday . well how was i supposed to noe huh it was like 2 weeks after notice huh?!? well then hahaha every girl asked where the hell i was like HELLO!! got 29 more hu didnt come huh y dun u ask bout yz huh aint she pretty *gross* hahah.. lol in the morning haha i was running away from lesbo girl man she is small but holy toooooooooot. hahahah she is mi worst fear hhahah had to find possible places to hide hahaha.. soo yea went to visit almas.(lol thanks babe for replacing mi presents though im irreplaceable =D with them haha) hahha... its kinda weird having girls saying im prettyy hahha n guys not(well got some lah) but they are obsessed hint im onli a fren kina girl.. then again as wat almas saidd the more u look like a guy the more guys will liike u ... -.- okkkk.... n no ball guy said he scared of our stare haha padan muka dia ingat cantik bangat mampus.... vain nak mampus eeeeeee..... goshh. dream on.. aahahha
well todai luffed up to down whole day haha sutini lah hahhahah made me luff hahah n art room is filled wiht crude stuff that traumatized me todai hahah (sutinis fault again) hahahaha they covered the part for a reason then again we are ccurious pple hahhaha mannnn that thing looked damn real hahaha n yuckkkkkk -.- it wasnt the boobs lah ahhaha that one primary school kid then will be traumatized -.- lol yuckkkkk.. ahahha well despite studying i was sway.. damn sway sehh...
1)english lesson was fun haha farid couldnt pronounce curious hahaahaha uious hahah i think thats how he pronounced it ahahah it was cuteeeeee hahahaha
2)geography damn lame sehhh wah lauuu 24.5/50 wah lau fucking hell give a lil chance lah o.5 but still mi father will nag for 1 week for jus passing n there goes the lecture bout me not being successful n crap crap stuff lol longggg story..
3) emaths lol ppr 1 was a dread -.- i flunged it but ppr 2 was easier lol weird me but yea.. hahha in the end i passed 54.. .-
4) lol i thot i was screwed for mt but not at all =D lol cikgu onli forced me to sit infront for mt drill tomorrow -.- wah lauu ehhh -.- i noe mi mt week thats y im gonna memorise the essays -.- thats mi onli hope im clinging too.. (life is nothing without hardwork)
lol bio dun say lah well then jus an ordinary day for me nothing that good n nothing bad.. soo with that
tata babe............ =D

oooooooh.. happy mothers day y'all hahha well todai was an ok average day hahaha
went to killl miself in ramen ten wooooooh.. hahah i had mi originalllll... super spicy ramen blood hell it was damn hot hahah love the feeling hahahah menderita mi mum said but hahah i enjoyed it (tom me life is nothing without spice i swear pple that cant eat spicy food are missing out man)... lol nnn mi fathers one was whacko hahahah his was a beef something that u have to slow cook hahaha they gave u with the bunsen burner hahaha soo whacko hahah the beef was raw haha like mr bean that raw beef thinmgyhaha but it was in a soup hahain ppr basket hahah beingslow cooked haahah mi father told theperson itsppr -.-well duhhhhh its not gonna burn itt-.- lol but the beef was damn tender wen cooked hahaha/... i think i finished 2bottles of esprit passion fruit man after eating mine woooooh hahaha.... well then , mi bro introduced me to fri mars bars ice cream mmmmmm.. bloody nice mmmmm. hahhaha well it was ice cream with 5 balls friedballs inside is the mars chocolate wooooh it melts in urmouthhahah onli 3.50 mmmm..... should have bought more of it now im craving for it hahah..
hmmm welll went roller blading hahah mums dun like the beach much i realised -.- they like goihn out to eat basically..ahha some mums like staying home ,somemum like goin out n do dunnoewat by themselves n leave their childrens behind ohhhh go with their hubby hahaaha im sure that would be nice haha... hmmm well then went rolelr blading n swimming hahahah...n lol i went shoopiingg for a new gucci bag oooh hahaha mi sis lah haha i went to search onli haha i love the prada one lol expensive taste...=D .... well tomorow is gonna be such a bore gosh such a long day... well then gtg memorise themalay compo.. -.-well then biebie

well about todai....
hmmm was out the whole day well from morning went to sgh mannnn....
it was like a whole new world there... i swear it wasfilled with soo manyyyyyyyyyyyyyy patients from cancerrr eye patients
heart patients omggggg got soo many typesss.. gosh it scares me ..........
well followed mi sis go to eye centre lol she went lasic for both eyes wah lau 3000 pple... seee we mus study hard be a nerd noww n then be a heck of a cool dude wen u grow up hahaha.. i shall try to do soo
i have given up hope formalay soo i shall concentrate for the rest..
n well hadlunch appointment with mi mum at tanjong pagaroffice place
sooo crowded lahhhhhhh............ -.-
lol her boss says we dressed like super stars hahaha well i was wearing mi shades woooh hahah expensive babe.. nnn
a 2 carat diamond ring =D duhhhhhhhhh
haaahaha
of course hahhah
wellafter eating wen to mi sis frens house wow....... malays that marry caucassians sure are not shy i swear.........
liil jonathan is still such a darling ahahah his muum call him apek hahah nemo hhahaha or pantat hahaha
sucha cute kid hahaha
met his father hahah their house is nice too hahahha collective stufffs from all over the world
mannn his father is like yao ming hahahjah i swear hahaha 2.1 meters plus plus hahah biggest feet i've seen im jus at his chest
... woooooooh hahaha..well bout their house i like the head dress from brazil wow lovely green feathers n sequence.... lovelyyyyyy..... wooh hahaha love his bedhaha soo cute mini master bad ahaha sooo cute
hahahhaa.. well hten that about it wen tampines for tuition soo jonoh n others hahaha.. n thats all notmany recognised me hahaha acasue of wati wore i looked more mature
ahahaha

told u i'll be here foreva......
now that its raining more than eva..
u can stand under mi umbrella..
ella ella eh eh eh eh..................
its raining raining oooh baby
yeaap its raining todai
hahahahha man this song is addictive n irritating
ahahaha
welll screwed a maths hahahah soo sleepy couldnt think soo i put on a pissed off face to everybody hgahahahaha
i have not slpet well for like one weeek
sooo i think i shall hibernate after mi exams hahaha
n yea mothers dayyyyyy is coming
FOR REAL THIS TIME!!
bodoh last time follow u.k one
oh well then tomorrows ppr are ppr 1s wooooooot
hahahaha
happy happy last ppr
aahahhaah
k then bye

oh well.........
dammnn this mid yr is a disaster..hahha i have nvr studied soo much before soo last minute yeap yeap
hahaha darnnnnnnnnn......
hahhahahaa i think i wont like it wen the mid yr is over.. arghh
parent teacher meet. mi greatest fear soo far
due to the loadsssssssssss of naggggggginggggg........... that mi father gives u noe i would prefer a slap cause its jus for the moment seriously hahahahha
its not that painful too hahahaha used to it well then i knew i definitely screwed up mi malay.. arghhh didnt know wat sebaya means -.- asssssssss question...
lol n bio hmmmmmmmmm. i dunnoe wat to say bout that ppr speechles........
hmm i betta not screw physics hhhaa its a signn.......
n yea next geog n e maths ppr 2 -.- gosh i mus get incredibly hugh for that ppr -.-
fucking thing......
mmmmmm yea haaha
amaths most question were familiar haha cause in that 5 hours of revising ahahaha
i did the same questions hahaahha
well some i left blank
casue i seriously didnt noe how to do n waste mi time to learn differentiation -.-
complate waste of mi time haha that meansss in ppr got alotta differentiation
-.- shitttttttttt ...
oh well go back to revisingg inputs outputs
intensive extensive farming.
multi cropping
monoculture
ehhhh i remember hahahaha
not bad
ahhaha
kkk... bie

ooooh..................
welll love this song thot i share it...
cause i dun believe in u anymore anymore..............


=D it makes a difference to try...