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arghh.. one of those f up feelings again..
soo confused.. y do u have to messs with mi heart..
i need to tell u that i onli think of us as frens. i was jus too kind to u.. oh well no matter how much i miss u....i will onli say hey there.. i jus cant seem to get over u..... i need to forget bout u.. i hate love.. it ruins me much.. it makes me into 1 huge adolescent.. everything seems to go wrong wen im with him.. its about him... it onli about him.. n noo love in return.....ahhh.. forget it lahh.apa yang kau buat dengan cintaku kepadamu..
i hate schoollll............

besides all of the troubles im facing... there is still something i can look forward to....
1) tomorrow celebrating arinis bday at the beach n spize......
2) sunday malay tuition.. can see raul... =P
3) MONDAY GET TOO SEEEE ALI!! (hahah.. soo cute.. he stared at me for a pretty long time todai... wooh love him) he even gave me a million dollar smile.. soo reminds me of someone lah.. s...... yeapp..
bila cinta didusta
hati mula gelisah
hilang kekasih hati.
hidup jadi merana
insan dari idaman
kini dimilik orang
cinta yang dimpikan
putus di tengah jalan
terpaksa mengalang.
mengapa mengintai
andanya tak setia
tak usahlah bercinta jika hanya berpura
bila hati dah jemur
mula berpaling tada
tidak pernah fikirkan orng yng tinggalkan
terseksa sayu
pilu...