Whats your point

2009-09-30T04:48:00.000-07:00

i have a headache is it from th earthquake oso i dunnoe. wah it suddenly reminded me of the swensen ice cream damn it fattening.

so hows second yr in design sch. mmmmmmmmmm same i guess... i think i look the same.

onli smarter n u kinda noe ur frens better. both the gooood n the ugly.

i may be starting anew blog n start selling stuffs!!!!!!

i think thats more fun.

n screw all those ppl that call themselves fashion bloggers when their knowledge on fashion heh its like ZERO. hate fakes like them. doin ur own research is still better.

holidays now bored n slaving for fucking irresponsible frens THANKS AHHH!!!! U BIATCH!!!! all tok no action.

it felt nice saying that soo irresponsible give me all the money la.

i wanna join a competition i dunnoe wat but i waNT TO. -.- i want that adrenaline rush.

ok bye....

2008-10-25T05:40:00.000-07:00

down with one project 2 more to goo!!!! jia youu shahnaz... this wk alottttttt as in omos everybody asked me if im lonely without my sister around... welll i cant deny its a yes cause she sleeps besides me every night. even hussain asked me that... if i am lonely being in a car alone since my brother rarely goes out with mummy and daddy. but of course.. but i managed to cope to such changes.. harddd but true.. this whole yr alot things have changed... poly.. poly lifeee is wayyyy diff. from secondary school and mi secondary school gooooodd frens which i missssss alot hahahah... sooo sad i cant go to athirahs open houseee -.- would have loveddd to seee her face.. since she noesss most of mi secrets... well not realli mi secrets but mi feelings.. hahha she vent to me i vent to her.. she vent to me about boys. which is good its good to vent to me about boys.. hahahaha cause its sooo funny.. how much girls like guys attention.. well im not saying i dun i likeeee but i dun likee cause to me its soo fake... but i must say wahh athirah finds me a guy expert hahahahha wthhhh sooo nottt hahaha.. still learning... hahahaha.. reminds me of moses talk hahahaha can u imagine wat its like to live without a father.. well maybe... hahaha butt i was teasing benny its okkk i will be ur daddy hahaha but i think i will be a sugadaddy ahhahaha... but benny seems fine without his father. n apparently germany during world war 1 didnt have a father. hence hitler became their fatherly figure hahah ahhhhh but but but waitttt nazi has come to the rescue........... cause im hitlers beloved i shall all of ur fathers ahhaha.. k nvmm doesnt make sense.. ohh n that beyonce song not bad - if i were a boyyyyy...... i tell u if i were a guy i would slap miself haahha cause i will be a damnn good looking boy.. yuck with a big bird eeeeeeee.... sick hahaahah i wouldnt want a bird though ahahah... got such thing mehh a guy without a dick hahahaha unless the boys a coward laa... billions in the worldddd!!!..

mm other than that had deepavali celebration at shamiras house with mi grandma n mi aunt n uncle. close familiy onli.. wahhhhh the laksa damnn nice nicer than katong laksa hahaha after eating that i dun like other laksas oready.... haha too full hahaha....

but no matter what i still keep thinking of someonee which i realli shouldnt... but honestly i do feel sad... buttt i have to move on. i cant just keep thinking of him... i have to remember that the one that cares for me will treat me right. one dayyyyy my diamond in the rough will come.. if dun have then nvmm.... its mi fate... since everything happens for a reason. soo i shall cope n concentrate on my studies... hoping for noooooooooooooo distractions... Shahnazzzzzz stop distracint urselffffffff....................

i guesss my status betteer than deaddd!! hahahaha k continue on my work. byebyeee

2008-10-24T08:21:00.000-07:00

wahhh mi hand painn... i think i toreee somethinggg i cant carry heavy stuffs... stupiddd nowadays i go to school like karang guni like that sooo many things to carry.. i now noe how it feeels to be an architectural student... its mmm tough... but i swear mi mock up was like sooo much better than all the rest laaa.. i dun see how it is too orientall......... shahnaz doesnt like rigid structures. its soooo, so straight. it should be soft n lightweight. n its a structure not a building laa...... ohhh noooo shahnaz keeps gettin distracteddd.. thats veryyyyy bad.....seee now im blogging arghh... im supposed to do mi journal n finish ittt which is not evennnn done -.- kns. wahhh yayyy a long weekend but i have to do mi final structure -.- haizz... soooo peninggg................... im tired of bringing that big thing in the buss.... stupid auntie but her smallllllllllllllllllll.... bag on thee area to put luggages in the new buses she totally blocked me -.- ... somemore the thing takes up alot of spaceeeeeeeeeee... hahahha n yeaa i showed mi father the 60 dollars text book haahhahaha sooooo heavy siaoo.. n to think i wanted to bring mi painting home.. nvmmm laa donate it to the poor. laa or jus throw it away.... wahh went to the beach with mi parents n yuck stupid ahliens had to make out in front of me n mi parents horridly awkward hahahhaha but it seemed sooo passionate hahaha.. ... soooo toooo passionate oreadyy..... eeeeee erase that frm mi eyes.n i ate ahhh shit y i eat... supposed to go walk no eatingg.. -.- haiyaa..... mmmmm n besides that im fine.. except wahhhhhhhhhh someone has a crush on me hahahhaha i dunnoe how i change in one day hahahaha i look the same as yesterday mr. hahahhaha but he is good looking but i taller than him n i think he is much older than me sooo then again.. tinch of excitement... mm shall resume mi work.. ok then byebyee!!!!!.... oh yaaa n moses tok hahhaha get rid of the bad habits in with the new.. butt im still getting distracted wahhh bad badd hahaha now noooo more... -.- soooo naughtyyyyyyy shahnaz pinch ur asss hahahhahaha... k bye

2008-10-22T07:57:00.000-07:00

today's shahnaz's pile of work has gone up up up up!!! haizz.... y soo inefficient todaiii... i completed nothing none of the 3 things meant to be done. its all half way half wayyy sooooo irritatingg.. stupid scrappp booooooook................... i have not done a 3d model before n plusss i dun even nooee the basics of doin a 3d model. -.- how am i supposed to do the 3d version i can vision it in mi head, buttt i cant fold ittttt.... i oways thot i was good with mi hands.... -.- . well and yes today is someonessss birthdayy.. i do not wish to mention his nameee starting from now he is nothing to me. I just cannot take it anymore... theres no need for u to acttt orr have another months of not toking... u noee y dun we jus not tok at all... dunnoe each other n move on... that seems to be the best option. hope is bleak. i dun think even being friends is an option...... i did not make these harsh decisionss u did.........

besides u werent even there for me at all....... u make the decisions not mee.... whooo am ii??? i guess i oways was a luffing stalk. .. yes stalk...

2008-10-18T21:39:00.001-07:00

someday we'll y the balbalbalblablabla.. hahahahah that song is in mi head... actually im kinda writing this while changing hhhaha.. soo go figure. ahahha.. well im actually quite excited fror school to start hahahaha all the gossiping that veryone does.. dun deny it ahahha i like to listen ahhahaha to it thoughh....... even though i bettt u guys have gossiped about me too hahah... no hard feelings thoughh........... hmm colour n light seems ok i guess.. though they say its just shining lights hey not soo bad rite.. n fipdr somehting related to fashionnn drawing the figures soo fun to add it to the portfolio. mmmmm i guess im excited n scared at the same timee.. but im continuosly telling miself fear will onli let u down n restrict u from doin ur best.. Shahnaz bee Fearlesss........................ i guess i oways worry... am i a worrier... i hope not i dun want to be one... nn guess wat shahnaz decided if she were to have a baby she wouldnt want a girl soo leceh. boy more funn....... i guess i like boys more than girls hahahah... but both still fine ahhaha.. mmm n wahhhhhhhh blooody hottt as in seriouslyyy blooodyyyy sweat n tears hot todai... even mi hair can dry soo fast hahah.. nn yeaaa this yrr alot of mi clothes are too big ahahah mi mum has to help me do some last minute taking in. mmmmmm other than that nothinggg gonna go eattt oh noooooooooo..... i dun wan to get fat.... nvm tonite gooooo shed 10 pounds hahahhaa... ehh i realise ahh all runners are like short hahahha.. ohhh nooo does running make u short ohh shitt..................... nvmm nvmmmm i apparently got a basketball i go play downstairs with mi dad then or badminton which onee i prefer badminton thoughhh... okkkiesss........... someee kisses n hugs for u n u n u n u n u n u n u hahhaha wahhh shahnaz too famous oready hahahahahaha wtrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr la hhahahhaahha... im still an unknown..

oh currently loving chicago - if u leave me now hahaha i love it cause i feel like karaokeingg.. hhahah

2008-10-18T09:46:00.000-07:00

lets continue again like nothing happened.. thats what everyone does............ but its not working hereeeee.......... like arrrrr.... rite. Maybe jus close one eye....... i dunnoeeee but its definitely not workinggg.................. because i oways seem to be happy then upset afterwards. i dunnoe y just plain confused i guess. n yeaa went to do some visiting soo quite tired.... watched pathetic exorcist. not scaryyyyyyyyyy at allllllll........ such a let down... confused.. at times i have somethign to say but dunnoe how to say how i wish i sutinis sharp tongue......... tooo nice or too demanding i dunnoe...........

2008-10-17T06:37:00.000-07:00

yayy!!! shahnaz is actually happyyy!!!!!!! ahahaha........... she drank n "drive" haahaahah.. go figure. well i went rollerblading... u noe y im happyy...... causeeeeeeeeeeeeee..................... i dunnoe.... something different i guess.. though the thought of the new semester is frightening ... oh welll.... god noes hu will be in mi class.. n i realised im like the veryyy few pple having class in the morning =( wait wait change that to a happy face instead =D hhahahha must be optimistic... trying to hahah.... mmm relationship wise shahnaz is still very confused...... i guess.. i shall let time tell......... because im not one that will realli voice outttt wat i feel n think........ its a lil tooooooooo personall get uncomfyyyy........... had to go massage mi dad for awhile apparently very sick todai. haiyaaa now instead from happy left toooooooooo beingggg confused even more........................ oh welll byebyeeeee muackss..

2008-10-16T06:29:00.000-07:00

OMG!!!! shock shock horror horror laaa...... i gained 2 kg laaaaaaaaaa.. during the holidays how is that possible omggg stupid hari raya all the longotng n kuih n cakee.............. haiyaaa.. if i dun eat i get forced to eat.. =(((((((((((....... mi goddddd i run run oso noo use ..... thats ittt how i wish i was allergic to wheat flour or something.. ohh come onn im an indiannnnnnnnnnnnn its mainly carbo diet... thats it im turning vegetarian....... n fishetarian.. yeaaaaaaa exactly.. god bless mee... i wander wat mi um gonna cook for me tomorrow ask her to steam fish for mee.. ohh nooo i need mi rice... its tooooooooooooo damnn goood rice is addictive.. veryyyy addictive.... ahhhhhhhh. shitt................ wahhhh damnn saddd i had to get fatter damnn metabolism dun get matured yet.. n shahnaz realised something she looooks damnnn old toooooooo.............. i look like a 20 yr old.. zomggg. horrifying..... i need to take the dunnoe wat chemical to make me loook young i dunnoe wat starts with d yeaaa yeaa in tomatoes... i think.. oh wellll.... nnn damnn it shahnaz is short -.- as in seriouslyyy a girl one head taller than meee walked pass me todayyy n she is hott.. but old laa.. hahahahaa but she was wearing 2 inches. but still wahh loook soooooooooooo tallllllllllllllllll...... depressed i think runnign makes one shorter.... oh well i think im still okay lookingg... but gotta looose weightt... im now 47 kg jeeez thankssssss de beaute... i think i need to get slimming treatments... hahahaahha no laaa...

shahnaz iss running to survive........ literalllyy...........

more bullshit

2008-10-15T08:58:00.000-07:00

Shahnaz today is lefttttt totallllllllllllllllllyyyyyy speechlesss......... as in seriously.. SPEECHLESS!!!!!!!!!!! its not cause someonee pissed her off no one did... i dun even noeee how it feels to be pissed off anymore... cause ALLOTT of people have been childish around her... they thinkkkkkkkk i was born yesterday......... as in seriouslyyy... but wat was funnny though ruben think that his prank call is unknown he should have thanked god i wasnt mean to him infront of all of his friends.. i mean honestlyyy what scouting company works after office hours...... i would have called him a freaking despo but since it was in the midst offffff of mi grand aunts death.. i mean seriously laaa he should look into the mirror and get a shock of his life that he is damnn disgusting laaa............. hahahahhahaha stupid guyyyy....

nn yeaaa shahnaz got sun burnt .. hhahah her cheek n noseeee are reddddddddd..... as in seriously hahaha mi mums fren said that i lloook like rudolf hahahahah stupid singapore sunnn... now mi skin is gonna peeelll n mi skin is dryyy hence it hurtssssssssssss...

n yea yea hahahah im apparently allergic to prawns but the thing is i have been eating prawns like wayyyy before n nothing happen to me sooo y now i dunnoeee.................. mi thighs hahah loook scary hahhaha red dots but coooll.. its rare i get to see the doctor... soo its fun...

noww addicted to the song new soul. its like playing everywhere in the shopping malls.

this is a happy end cause u dun understand everything u have done .....

i have ran out of words......

oh oh shahnaz cant wait till school openssss cause i can get mi pictures hahaha soo dope.

2008-10-06T07:27:00.000-07:00

todai i realli wanted to go vivo.. to eat the beef kuay teow soup damnn super nice..... but mi mum dun wan causeeeeeeeeeeee its at a hawker centre -.- wthhhh laaaaaaa if theres good food i will be there............ n forthermore sheee forced me to wait for her all the time the wholee morning.. n when i saw this gorgeous dress...... mi mumm jus said mmmmhow much is it. mm ok.... n that means i have to put it back its onli 108 la oh comee onn... its well priced not overly prices... thenn all the baju she pickthe baju all got the puffy puffy yuck laaa i dun wanna loook fatter ok.. like haloooo... i mean everyones wearing ruffles noww.. copy meee onli hahahhaha.. n the sun dress i wanted for soo long was just not meant to be.. oh well........ most of the sun dress loook damnn al cheapooooooo............ n i kinda have a sad realization that whatever im buying im being cheated one way or another. i have no patience to window shop i swear.. its super irritating to not get something... if i go out miself nvrmind laa cause i got no money. what can i by with 50 bucks. onli food.. but to buy clothes. where got unless u want those of the cheapest materials. maybe for guy clothes possible. but for girls clothes wat this fashion hahahha u gotta be kiddin me.. bugis street disgusting horrible place will nvr step in there ever again.. n wahh more n more retaliers are saying that their clothes are from korea hahahah but its obviously made innnnn china hahaha.. wats the big deallllll......irritating now im craving for the beef kway teow soup bigggggggggggggggg time hahahahaaha i wantttt!!!!!! i dun think i can last till morning.. ohh ya speaking about morninggg i got a stupid jab which i have been running away from stupiddd laa the needle soooooo bog how to not get scared hahahhaha....... wahhh shahnaz wants to go for a holiday badlyyyyyyyyyy............. i got alone oso i dun mind hahaha (that baddddddd.......)

2008-10-04T22:48:00.000-07:00

lohhhhhhhhhhh................ irritating word from mi maid... superrr irritating.......

wahhh mi pakseman sooo cute like baby hahahah.... wahhh actually im quite pissed at mi blog cause horrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr the template went berserk ahahhaha like shahnaz but at least wen i go berserk im still stylish and funny but this is not funny.. u irritating blog skin...... (ur fired!!!!)

eh eh eh eh wahh this hari raya ahhhhh.... wahhh i got alot of money i dunnoe y hahahaha i think cause i gettin older mi time for gettin money is lesser n lesser. haahhaha u must announce that ur still schooling ahhaha... especially now mi hair dyed hahahahah they think i no more schooling. lol pple say i look fairer with this hair hahaha of course laa during the holidays i dun wanna go out... but when hari raya i no choice have to stand in the sun when i reach to all different houses.. mi godddd yesterday marathon....... wahhhhh mi mum side... omggg some of mi cuzzins well 2 sisters are like sooooooooooo minah omggg hu the hell wear shorts to hari raya gatherings... omg n they are like wat pure malay but stillllllllll... wear the dresses i gave them laaaa soo much nicer...... n their hair wahhh they layer until they look like merlion hahahahahaha..... n i realised when im fairer wahh more guys gatal with me hahahha wthhhhhhhhhh ehhhhh cannot jus seee the physical side of mee... n i swearrr i saw the horror... a disgusting black guy that had a crush on me hahaha n i thot he was short hahahhaa skali tinggggiiiiiiiiiiiiii. aahahah but cheee hitam hahahaha im not racist... its just his attitude abit weird hahahaha.... mi aunts asked me if i have alot of admirers.. ... alot have laaaaaa...... hu dun have... girl ugly oso guys like wattt.................... hahaha n wahhhhh one of my uncle hu was super pooorrr he was a grass cutter eesh eesh kesian then now cause he sick... he cant work.

sooo his super daughter n her husband takes care of him.. wahhh they realli did change their fathers life....... wahhhhhhhh but mi uncles mother wahh can go die ( as in seriouslyy) such a tranny tina turner omg like stuck in the 70s haahha she think she very young ahahahah.. act youngg onli hahahah i hate woman that dun dress appropriately for their age disgustingg.. n i pity woman tat dresss too old for their age tooo... she is apparently finding a new husband when her own husband is sick.. u noee ahhh when i dun use revealing things then the whole world uses revealing clothes i sad u noe.. hahahah but nvm mi baju nice but its like biggg harlow.............. oh yaa n shahnaz realise she is socially inept when someone is flirting with her hahahaha i think im hotter when i kep quiet n give them a smile hahahahaha... i mean im flattered butt guys are soo fake u think im pretty plssss la horrr.......... pretty or not pretty we are to be treated equally.. ok laa tatazzzzzzzzz.................... oink oink ehhh babi hutann!!!!!!!!!!...

2008-07-17T08:09:00.000-07:00

i was not kidding when i said the comp lab was haunted.................... see the ghost was heading to meeeee!!!!!!

cheyyy coool man hahahahhha
oh oh hahahahah seee i knew mi eyes are nicer when it is bigger hahahaha.
i am not ur ordinary matt...... haahahahahaha

lol yesssssss yesss some picts dooo comment on howw ugly i loook. hhahahahhaa i dun mind ahhaha.... mmmmmmm welll ate at ramen ten since i was cravinggg for the super spicy ramen...hahahhahha mmmmmmmm sedappppppp haahhaha thennnn went tooooooooooo go buy gelato then go to tampines n bought ice cream again ahhahaah siao hahahahah but nvmm n then this guy ahahah raised his eyebrows at me ahhaha eeeee stupid tj boys hahahah sooo weird hahahaha... then went to school onli to find out i got b+ wasted alot of money n sleep time doin it haiyaaa nvmmmm then noww mi work got critcked like hellll even more depressed..... thennnnnn i think i upsetted sean hahahaah i jus dun wanna tell him ahaaha but i do miss him ahahhh he mus pretend oso he nvr read this n dun tell me he read this .. hhhahahaaha i will nvr say mi feeelings u guess it hahahahaha... read btwn the lines hahhahhhaa.. n now im very stressed i hate mi birthday.. hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate trinity mi birthday..... pple give u presents to comfort u about getting older i wonder in the older times if pple cry when they get older.... n mi father didnt allow me to go blading todai when i needed to the most because it was mlm jumaat wth welllll nooo its malam khamis.. -.- wtr la i i have to complete mi mascto which i cant possibly complete in 2 days because i cant do work on weekends n im goin out on fri. haizzzzzz................................. idiotic world n mee.... im jus sooo upset right noww.. haiz......

2008-07-15T19:03:00.000-07:00

wahhhh!!! haha i had the weirdest dream ever.. dreams after i wake up n go back to sleep hahah are creeeeeeeeeeeepy hhahahhahah i dreamt that hahaahhaha mi lecturer was a lesbian ahhahahah eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ahhaaahahahahhaha abit tooo close for comfort hahahah ahh shit. hahahha she was hugging me eeee hahahah n toking to me close to mi lips ahahha eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee omgggggg thats superr eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee well actually that explain she looks at me weirdly most of the time hahahah ahh shit.. nowwwww i feeeel scared looking at her veryyyyyy weird... n yeaa yesterday midnight was funnn cause cause uncle aziz came over to bring the cake n surprise mi dad hahaha u shud see his shock face hahah soo funny ahhaha.. then went to al ameeem since everyone was hungry incluing meeee since mum didnt cook. the prata there is damnnnn nice haahhahaha n the tisu prata wahhhhhh mi fav. hahah n farah went to ask them to put ice cream inside the prata n put cream on top hahah sounds kinda gross but taste nice hhahahaa then they can put candle somemore hahahahahahaha lol then i endd up tooo full hhaha mi sis had a tummy ache hhah n she was toking to rudy in a weird position hhahah mi dad was like thinking she was damnn weird hhahahhaa... but then again mi sis 24 hours on the fon -.- n yeaa 1 month more till she is gone i dunnoe how i quite feeeeellll about it its both both but for sureeee everyone will cry -.-arghhhh.............. the whole world will be there... ok then byebyeee!!!!

2008-07-15T06:51:00.000-07:00

well for quite sometimeeee i have been feelings unappreciated i haveee no idea.. i recently feeeel that the whole world wants me to please themm... i do things to make people happy and not myself happy. but nvmm lahh.. i have a feeling i will hate mi bday this yr cause 17 iss olddd orite. birthdays are countdowns to feeeling more and more like ur grandma each day arghh... n yeaaaa wait wati HAPPPYYYY BIRTHDAYY DADDY!!!!! MUAHHXX MUAHXXX hahahhaha apparently he liks mi card hahaha well shank u hahhahaaa n yea i was actually supposed to celebrate mi birthday n his birthday todai at hyatt butttt thenn someone out of all times had to pass away apparently he is mi great grand uncle that is onli 62 yrs old hahaha mi great grandma cuzzin like much muchhhhhhhhhhhh younger man but he passed away todai afternooon all of a sudden... dunnoe caused by wat because yesterday i saw him in bus 36 a healthy man -.- but oh welllss deaths happen vwat to doo life is short thats yyyyyyyyyyyyyy im dreading mi birthday moreeeeeeeeeeee!!!! omgg its wat 4 to 3 days from noww ohh shittt ultimate depression hahaha ahhh nvmmm....... mi brainn is exhausted n gone bonkers from staring at mi comp. screen hahaha.. i dunnoe howww graphic artists can stand doin their work. -.- they mus be damnn patient. n yea resist the back aches.. n getting cross eyes n doin the same thing ten thousand timesss jus to get it right!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haizzzz.. nn yessss hahah todai i realised how much i miss mi secondary school frens ...... haizz...... hahahahahhahahah but im still smiling ahahahah thats all that matters i guessss hahhahahah k then byebyeee muahxx muahxx

2008-07-10T06:45:00.000-07:00

hahahaaha jus tried on the manchester hat. well welll..... life is a bitch ah face it hahahah.... i love pple that bitch but i dun like to bitch. ahhahhaha..well thats mi sweater thaqt i thot was disgusting but turned out to be nice hahahah... mi mum said it was nice hahaha.... retroish hahaha.. okk i feeeel free todai haha.. sooo happy. n yes i have been booked by alot of pple hahha soo many pple rindu me hahah im soo touched haahh dun worri haha i rindu u guys tooo hahahah.... mmmm well recently i have in an atrociously painnfull state haahha.. stupid diane 35 pills they pasted there POISON jeeezz how comforting hahah how is that supposed to make me feeeel better. butt todai not soo bad haha... onli i feeel headache....andd mi body aching thats all as compared to yesterday.. when i was nauseas like helllllllllllllllll n felt like vomitting everywhere i went n cramps made me wanna die...... n yeaa after eating the pill i actually looose mi appetite to an extent that when i see foood i wanna vomit hahhha. n omggg in the morning oprah winfrey show they showed all these cancers omgg soooooo scary eeeeeee.. the sight of bloood n imagining the pain ouchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh gilaaaa eeeee luckily i didnt take mi pill in the morning ... mmm i dun understand how a small thing can make me feeel utter pain ahhaha oh welll... n yeaa amazingly i finished all mi work haha quite happy ahhaha cause im freee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im like a birddd i wanna fly awayyy................ok nvm random random nonsense hahaaha ok thenn gtg now byebyee!!!!! mi tektek hurtsssssss quite badly now ahahahahah.

2008-07-06T06:09:00.000-07:00

Firstly,,,,,,,,,,, YOU HAVE ENTERED A NEGATIVE FREEE ZONE HAHAAHHA...i hate pple that like to bitch honestly but sometimes pple are very whack u jus have to let it out.... hahahhaa n see if others think of it the same way tooooo..........soo no bitching here except for i hate jews woops.. not a surprise realli. n i dun like mama guys that are like spg -.- soooo menyampah nak mampus -.- they will like tok soooooooooooooooo long to the ang mo girl n help herrrrrrr alottttttttttt................. -.- n then when they look at other indian girls its like i can do soo much better than u kinda look ahhahaha soo menyampah ahhaha plsss la hahahhahah im more xotic than an ang mo girl hahahhah that acts blur -.- damnn bodoh i tell u ok n yea the jew part i dun like them, y cause they piss me off.. blooody flirts they think they are from israel soo white like angmo they can con singaporeans wahhh one buffer 25 dolars hahaha that is insane laaaaaaaaaaa.......... i meann if u wanna con mee oso i not soo stupid laaa one buffer costs at most 6.00 ok... u sell for 25 thats stupid... i mean singaporean girls are not stupid when it comes to money thats for sure........... nt hen he said ohh u wanna give me ur no. i can give u that for sure i can do but i cant give u 2 for 20 hahaha i think thats bloody stupid laaa 25 dolars for a sponge thats stupid. pls laa if wanna flirt oso u mus be the realli good lookin one this one average loooking plsssssssss laaaaa i have higher standards laa... -.- if the manager noes he will fire him oready -.- n if ur poor n wanna flirt shamelesssly to a rich girl hahaha ur such a loooser. im like sooooooooooo way out of his league ahahahhaa wooops hahahah wait wait hahaah nowww onli negative free zone. hmmm finally found out where holland v is hahaha.. sawww the channel 8 actress ahha she was looking at me like y the hell im soo skinnny hahahahah.. genes babe hahah but she got realli nice complexion but husband not that nice looking..mmm then saw alot of hot women n russian guys have realllllllllllllllllllllli nice nose hahah soo sharp soo thin soo nice dun need to go plastic surgery hahaaha.. damn it y cant i have that kinda nose. mi nose is fat n sharp.went there jus to eat ice cream ahha at cold rock not bad though the coookie dough made it tooo swweeet hahah hence i cravedddddddddddddd forr spicy fooood hahah had crabbbbb ah!!! woooh tomorrow mum cooking black pepper crab ahhaha cravinggg badly for it hahaha...mmmmmm n burger i want burgerrrrrrrrrr.......... hahahaha omgg mi appetite like doubled im hungryyyyyyyy even after eating soo much for dinner hahahha n snacked omggggg.... mutant tummy hahahahaha.. oh welll ok then byee im tired of typing n bored of the song im listening to.

p.s mummy's inspiring photographic shot hahaahha

2008-07-05T01:14:00.000-07:00

wahhh its been quite sometime since i have blogged i think i have lost abit of mi blogging touch..well nothing much realli jus drawing with adobe not mi forte hahah i wanna do something that includes fashion. -.- soo far not mcuh has been about fashion.. except the fabric thingy that i dun quite like much too much info. at the moment. kinda thing.. mmmmm nvm thinking of mascots for singapore olympic.quite boring haha but nvm.........mmm.. i actually have nothing to say except i gotta go buy presentts for someone bday ... cause he or she openly asked for it haahhahahah i like this kinda pple hahha not like me hahaha..

but i think wat im interested lately are hats.... cute stockings.... shoes.....foood.........high waisted shortss cant seem to get itt.. -.- i think anything n everything interests me something. hahaha except if its an ugly design. hahahahha wahh i realise mi thighs are damnn fat.. mi bones are missing. -.- for the first time oh well -.- n i cant wait for mi period to comee.. i hate it wen pple say mensus its soo unglam.. cause i wanna take mi medicine hahahaa.. wthhh -.- cause mi boobs kinda enlarge recently ahahhaha white bboooobs hahahhha.. ok nvm ahahaah n yeaaa i hate the school toilet its damnn small n old -.- i mean there are soo many pple in one schoool n u onli have 2 cubicles -.- wthhhhhh with one smallllllllllllllllllll mirror -.- wthhhhhhh ok thennn thats all laa tooodlesss.....

2008-06-30T06:52:00.000-07:00

wahh start of 3rd module digital technology quite fun actually hahahha...mmm i thinkkkk.. well i thot i could like have woken up late todai but i had stupid osip tok which i could have like came later for hhaha but nvmm good to be punctuall.. n yaaa the juniors are soo bitchy hahaha its quite scary.. sooooooo sceptic.its like wtr la.... yr 3s are quite nice n noisyyyyyyy hahaha.. cause this girl menyamaph slang satu macam hahah cause her internship was in australia hahah but she was like from one kampung in malaysia hahaha... dunnoe how to speak proper english one hahahah.. but i guess she mus have done well thats y she can go australia most of them went to guangdong -.- wahhhh cow hahahhaha but nvmm hahahah life is toughh.. freaking competitve. ahahhaah oh well.. hmm hmmm.. n yeaa yesterday i went to the comic fair to prepare me for this course actually it helps to widen mi eyes abit to howw biggg the businesss iss in singapore.... thats fantastic hahahahha.. but i should have paid more attention to the person drawing i neeeda learnnnn...aiyoo n mi bro wan me to join the star trek group hahah aiyooo i dun even noe wat that is laa hahahhhaha hahha see all old pple in star trek suits n with guns the nerd has the most profund words for guns. he said that i was the first person to kiss dunnoedunnoe wat gun -.- hahaahha.. welll well well then put a flower on mi ears hahaha soorrrriii laa bimbo can? hahahah lol then he accidentally hit mi eye with the camera hahah damnnnn the hahahahah oh welll.. quite fun n i fell in love with a bythe doll wahh sooo expensive i likee the greeen dress one with lace nnnnn crystals hahah but i dun think its worth it hahah i dunnoe y soo expensive hahaha...ok then byebye!!!!

2008-06-28T21:30:00.000-07:00

well well well i realised i have not been camwhoring much oh well soo i took some of the picts from the wedding. of course laa i take the ones that i look nice in hahaha..n yess todai is an f*** ing hot dayy... im sooo not goin out. hahahah.. allergic to the sun babe hahah... oh stupid shahnaz... but oh wells, i plan to do nothing todai yeap yeaph ahaha cause sch. starts at 3 tomorrow hahah wooooh hahaha.. thats the best part hahhaha.. i like goin home late... i prefer it that way.mm yea went out yesterday the wholee dayyy... was quite tired ate too much soo todai i dun think i should eat alot but im still eating alot n i feeel very thirsty todai..........mm yea sooo fast the weekend has gone by.... i hate sundays cause you start thinking about monday.. monday bluess.. well i dunnoe.. i will be in the comp. lab most of the time... oh well then nothin realli to tok about ........ ok bye

2008-06-27T07:19:00.000-07:00

lalalallala yayy im finally freee well firstly Happy Birthday Wang Min!!!!!! Hahahahha mi belovedd ahhahaaha......n yes we shall go haji lane ahaha butt hot hot hot hott ahhh.. allergic to sun ahahhaha... ahahhaha now is the dry spell season haha i dun likeee ahhaha... i like it mendung hahaaha ohhh well then next ahhaha throw the spare cloths away. unwanted ppr, haha freeee!!! n yea i hate being broke i hate ittt mi father jus gave me 12 dollars spend soooo much on ridiculous printing.. waste mi moneyy.. n ate aloottttt and went to go watch get smart quite funny ahha n we eat damnn super fast haahaahaa... too much food in one dayy ahaha yeap yeap haha thenn went to go meet seannniee ahhaahahah.. for no reason ahahaaa.. n shit i feeel short i mean realli ahh shit -.- growww groowwwwww!!!!! hahhahaa - i owe alot of pple money this suckss hahahahaha n yeaa its been a long time since i have last posted hahah haiyaa too busy n tired typing hahaahah oh well byebyebyebyebye!!!!!!! screw uuu!!!!!!!!!

2008-06-21T05:35:00.000-07:00

well well well hahahaah todai shahnaz is quite alrite hahhaah... just mugging. ahha i onli made to new ppr new face top 50 oh well its ok i forgot about it hahhaha.. pretend it nvr happen im not a pageant girl im a carefreee vogue tomboyishh girl ahahhaa... quite manly still.. mmmm not a lesbian anymore hahah i hate girls ahhaha i onli like guys haah ahh shit ahhaaa.. a huge changee...well yea some fotos from mi camera............ during the wedding and after the wedding.. look at us retards at the airport hahah still awake n smiling at 12 am in the morning hahahan yes khalil offers to be the new flower boy ahhahaha the upcoming trend ahahhaha... soo cute hahaha look at that face hahaha priceless hahaha...

n yes the upcoming trend loookin at the camera wayyy up high -.- hahahaha us being us....
n family................................

THE END!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mifinglife

2008-06-20T06:48:00.000-07:00

lol beeeen very busy hence not blogging for awhile oh welll,,, nownownoww what has happened

quite alott... hahahaa went to south asia -.- wthhhhh stupid dirty place hahahha haah ehh not stupid hahaha beneficial trip though ahhaha. darn report hahaaha mi frens intimidate me ahhaha everyone is soo hardworking. and arghhhhhh electives ahaha arghh i nvr pray bismillah first thats y hahaha ahh shit....... -.- screwed if i take jap oso i dunnoe how hahahha.. arghh.. hahahhhha oh wellll shahnaz has been eating tooo mcuh tooo.... mussttt exercise keep fit.... n grow taller ahhahaha ahh shit im short n yes tomorrow newppr new face -.- dreading it.....

hahahahha i feeel sad when i go there got soo many pretty girl =( n scared tooo arghhhh from 100 to 24 to 20 omgggggggggg =0.. n paparazzis aint nice at all... they like to write stupid stuffs about pple -.- thats not fairr hahahaha wat bout the good part huh ahahahahah now i noe how super stars feel ahahahahha but wtr laaaaaaa i oso dun care hahaha onli damnn pai seh ahahha... well have been dyeing stupid cloths oh welll not soo fun haahha as expected ahhaha i hope to complete everything by monday.. haiyaa tomorrow have to wake up soo early ahhaa im seriously very scared...

nitess!!!!!

2008-06-16T02:10:00.000-07:00

well well well hahaha monday blues hahahah not reallli todai is monday confused i dunnoe wat i did todai haha i think i did too many things i kinda forgot wat i did ahhahaa.. efficient hahaha... even now im like typing damnn fast need to resume studying la hahahah ahh shit damn... haha accordign to shahanz she feeels like a raging mob inside her ahha but she is distracting herself by studying ahhaha n im prayiingg to god hahhaha thattttttttttttt mi complexion will get better no matter hwo healthy i eat or how much water i drink there is no difference laa haha aiyoooo. haha damnn sad oh well thennn gotta resume studying ahhahahaahahaahaha this is wat happens to mi cuzzin when she is boreddddddddd hahahahahahah wth

ok then byebyeee hahahaa!!!

2008-06-15T06:12:00.001-07:00

HI HI HI EVERYONE. SHAHNAZ IS AWAY IRONING HER CLOTHES. ZZZ. OKAY HI HI HI HI I AM SARA HER VERY HOT COUSIN. WOOHOO. HELLO WORLD. well happy father's day to everyy guy. haaah shahnaz is back!!!!!! hotter than ever.. the hottest of the hottest of the hottest hahah too bad hahahaha...... welll well wat did i do todai.. mmmm was supposed to catch up on workk but thennnnnnnn of course i had alot of companies..which was then impossible to do mi work. hence mi aim for the day failed hahahhahahahaha... yeaaaa mmm pretty much a happening day. though in the afternoon quite boring laaa.. stupidd. ahahaha.. oh well i dun wanna say y hhhahhah.. mmmmmmmmmmmm im at a lost for words hhahah wahh cassie soo hot hahahaa. ok then byebye

2008-06-14T00:37:00.000-07:00

wahhh shahnaz needs to control her excitement ahhah wahhh todai in the morning well iw as late hahaha all of a sudden mi mum was like do u need mi helppppppp anything?? haaahhaa then mi father didnt noee hahah then he said shahnaz i dun wan u to get involved in this kinda things... oh wellll -.- thennn my mum says mi father bring in bad energy -.- wthhhhh which was kinda true hahah cause u dun give energy to a nervous person.hahahh thats very depressing i was wearing casual not over dressy hahahaha mmmmm high red heels of course wahhh got girls sooo tall wahh 185 i think that girl ahah but not pretty ahhaha.. wahhh .. then i saw mi cuemodel fren wahhh... amazing....hahahha the malay girl winner was quite pretty though she kept looking at me ahhah scaryyyy.. ahhahaha but ok laaaa quite a great experience betul betul mcm american idol....

hahahh go in like got the ryan seacrest there the reporter with the camera hahaha.... wahhh soo fun hahaha.. wen goin in ahha i was like oh shit hahahaha mi shoes hahaahaa

casue its damn hi then i gave the most pathetic wave of mi entire life hahahah....... hahahahah then jus smile then the guy saiid im soo tall hahahahahaha heellls laaa ahah but im 174 hahha still tall wat hahaha... wahhh quite happyhahaha its just top hundred if i jus say im top hundred mann that will be super lame laaa ahh sucky complexion ahh shit i noe i can win its jus mi complexion hahah mus drink alot of water .. n pee alot haahha oh wellll hahah they say im very interesting cause of mi race hahaha... can ask if im singapore or not haha.. of course not laa ahha.. nooo laaa yes i amm......... mi father pakistani indian mi mum malay chinese hahaha become mee.. hahahahhaha wahhh haha i lied bout the chiense part ahh shit damn ahah nvm laaa i say racial harmony ahhaha... oh welll got the orange ticket next saturday subaru challenge at toa payoh where is toa payoh????? blank..blank..... ok then byebyeee!!! chionnggg mi work..

2008-06-12T05:46:00.001-07:00

i feeeeeeeeeeel like crap............................................screwwwedddddddddddddd

2008-06-12T00:37:00.000-07:00

yess last day of schhoool for the week hahaha still got alot of work to doo.. n yes fathers day mmmm.... wat to get for him i still havent make the card -.- now reading bout weaving zzzzz... boringg.. oh well i shall excite miself........ hahahhaha the onli exciting shocking yikes thing in class todai hahaha was cute cute hahahahha omgg her pictures hahaha omg........ haha this skirt rocks haha diao........... -.-' hahahahhaha first time using that word hahahahaha cause it was realli that expression... haahah cause itwas mmmm too small for her hahahah wahh she m size hahah i thot L hahahaha... whooops ahhaha i take that back hahaha aiyooo the skirt was damnn uglyyy -.- hahah super hhahahah dun believe its 113 ahhaha ohhh plssssssss.. hahahaha aiyooo... still horrified hhahaha i should ask for the pictures hahahaha.. i will tell her its damnn hot hahaha.. after that ate lunch then go home aiyooo sooooooooo hot i rather it rained -.- i had to walk at teh horrible pathway to kfc -.- y horrible cause got no shelter -.- soooo incredibly hot hahaha i wore mi hood hahaha cover mi face with the book ahahhaha n yesss shahnaz dun tok when in the sun ahhahaha cause she is in pain ahhahaha.. im like allergic to the sun hahahaha wthh.......... i like the air con cold weather not suny hot weather like in brazil n africa n singapore.... oh well resumme mi work quite a boring day hahahaha

lol yeaaaa i got kissed byyyyyy a mosquitoe or ant hhahaha hhahaha mi lip soo red

hahahhaa..damnn itchyy...............

omggg when i saw this omggg hahhaha ewwwww disgusting ahhahahah sick laaa haha found it

in shanthans profile hhaha gross.... hahahaha

hahahaaha kelly looks cute here......

2008-06-11T06:16:00.000-07:00

welll wellll, today shahnazz went to schoool as usuall........... couldnt wake up -.- wahh yesterday the wind sooooooooooooooo strong wahhhhhhhhhhh amazingggggggggg... the strongest i have ever beeen through ahhaha it could have blown me away if i was walkign ahhahaah that would have been fun ahaha......... well school is as per normal........ stupid weaving i cant weave -.-. oh well......... the went soo called shoppppppingggggggg............ haha window shoppign but i ended up buying somethign for miself hahaha omgggg being at topshop is embarasing........ lol supposed to take pictures of stuffs n all. wthhhhhhhhh la hahaha none of the clothes i tried fit me hahaha wthhhhh.............. lol i couldnt fit into the shorts 2 times hahah sooo i gave up ahahha i jus put it on the flooor n took a picture of it... -.- stupid shorts like i would ever wear itttt its tooo expensive.........
well htis ended up nice haha though it was tooo low hahaha luckily i wore a tube inside hahaha.. wellllll liked it but i knew it was quite expensive soo nvmm ended up buying something else instead....... which was like more worth it. laaa aiyooooooooo................well then thats alllllll............. hahah n shi yang saw ruben in giordano haha luckily i didnt go to pp. hahahhaha ok then bye.........now wat to wear tomorrow i dun feeel like dressing up -.-

Catch Of The Day

2008-06-10T06:24:00.000-07:00

welll wellllll......... peopleeeeeeeeee............................ school is schooollll nothing much exciting besides the stupid things that u n ur frens dooooooo.. toai i didnt think i did any stupid things with mi frenss............. vwahhhhhhh all of a sudden everyone is learning how to knit wahhhhhh....... n damn it , lessson was quiteeeee zzzzzzzzzzzzzz.............. hahah stupid videos of idiotic pple hahaha it was funny though ahahha spastic acting.. even i can act better. hahaha though shahnaz was almosttttttttttttttttt late for school soo i couldnt care lessss bout wat i was wearing............ n yesss shahnaz is having height depression y cant i be 180 huh huh huh wahhhhhh damnn depressed i feeel soo short -.- its okkkkkkkkk i should be an opteemistick person........... n distract miself from mi stupid height.. damnn mi height... i pray for another growth spurt.... n yaaaaaaaa i misss mi secondary school frens badly tooooo.. doin all the stupid stuffs... not caring wat they think about u cause they have seeen u at ur ugliest besides ur mum n miscellaneous......... welllllllll the onli fun thing that happened todai wasss aiyoooooooooo zhiyang hahaha soooo cute his expressions hahahahahha.. lunchhhhhhhhhhhhhhh nnnnn after lunch ahahhah sean cammmeeeeeeeeeeee over hahahaahaha... meet mi frens hahaha though he wasssssss damnn quiet hahaha................... nvm i stole his voice hahhahaha. then omos lost mine. hahahaaha..... thenn i got incredibly loud hahahaha..ohhhh shahnaz shahnaz............... well finally i got mi taoo kae noi.................... but i went home then hilangg cause somebody ate it -.- i wonder huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.................................. oh well thats alllllllllllllllllllllll............... booo chak!!!

hahahhahaahah kae kae shall resume mi project............ a1!!! ahh hahaha aiming for that hahaha... k then byebye cheriozzzzzzzz..............wahh mi fav. songg leavin - jessie mcartney haha i dunoe how to spell hahaha. ok then byee

2008-06-09T01:11:00.000-07:00

hey heyyy!!! ahahaha wthh laa waste mi time study for the test............. -.- dun ever mug for exams anymore -.-................ stupid 20 questions for 20 chptrs.. waste mi timeeeeeeeeeeee........... oh well...... but still it was fun ahhaha.. now i noe hw tests are like ahha.. benn makes funny noises.. kelly toks during tests. haha shahnaz feels like luffing for no reason .. oh welll its harddddddddd to control... ltr she think i cheat...... hhahaha but onli 30 minutes laaa.. aiyoooooooooooooooo...............

oh welll.... now im at seans place ahhahahahha.. got nothin to doo casue i forgot to bring mi scissors. n the heatttttttttttttttt from the sun is killllllllllllling me omg.......... -.- its not quite hot blloooooooooooooooodyyyyyyyyyy ho0t.............. yaa luckily im wearing something thin todai... wont sweat much.... the sun can penetrate me up to down ahahhahahaah....damnn the sun for making me brown.. yeaaaa basicallly thats ittttttttttttt. yeap yeapp nothing much happened todai. though at sch. i think everyone was like in a goooooooooooooood mooooooooooood... oh well byebyeeee

2008-06-07T01:41:00.000-07:00

shahnaz is studying wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhi meann its been soo logn since i have written notes n wat the crap laa i meann wahhhhhhh........ amazing oh welllllllllll i actually m not supposed not to use the comp.. supposed to memorise alll of their properties woooooooooooh... im psyching miself that its very fun hahahaha wahhhhhhhhhhhhhh....................... wellll wellllllllllll shahnazzzzzzzzzzzzzz feeels mmm... quiet sickly dunnoe y hahabahaha.. cause it was raining i think.. though i do like rainy weather.. but i wanna go rollerblade la...... aiyoooooo....feeel the wind in mi hair........ fresh air................................. n yes yes shahnaz is allergic to anything rubber synthetic, silicon, some glues. all the things that are rubbery hahaha yaaaa wahhhh amazing. ahahha hahaha i can onli have unprotected sex hahahhaha..almas tells me its much better hahahahah wthhhhhhhhhhhhhh..... how she noe hahaa...... got no difference wat onli that ur chance of gettin pregnant has increaseddddddd....... ahh shit.... i cant play play ahhaha.. of course i wont oso ahhahaha.... im not that siao... still good............... ok back to studying....

2008-06-04T04:39:00.001-07:00

im not soo sure whether i like being busy nowadays.. i think i prefer being busyyy.. when im doin like hands on stuff i lovebeing busyy but when its all wordsssssssssss....... Zzoooooommggggg......

u can like sleeeeeeeeeeep. i mean like wthh oh well i mus get A!!how how how how??? oh welll

soooo i realise pple dooo visit mi blog hahaha oh wowww y read about meee.. im a boring personnnnnnnn.........well todai i had to blogg no matter wat hahaha onn cute cute n lulu. hahaha oh wait lumpyyyyyyyy... hahah aiyooo y she sooo weird onee.. i noe design students are very unique pple. n noe how to dress up.. butt there is such thing as overdoin. like wats up with this harajuku thingg.. i mean seriously a cattttttttttttttt sweater dress wat not i dunnoe aiyooo.. with like 3 inches platform that she tie all the way up aiyoooooooooooo....... n Yikes!! the colourr damnn red lah aiyooooo how can anyone have the guts to wear that haha i admire her hahaha.. she got guts mannn to use that hahahaha somemore come late hahaha....... wahh the hood got cat ears then got paw print on the wrong side of the paw -.- n the best part got the tail hahaha.. wen i saw the taill wahhhhhhhh i had to lufff like hell oready ahhahaha.. aiyooooooooooo... wahhhh disgusting lahhh like black fury longgggg lj. lehhh. hahahah eeeeeeeee disgusting laaaaa... a huge distraction hhahahah... mmmmm n i realised mi lecturer lives at mi block. -.- wthhhhhhhh.. alamakkkkkkk. goin to school with ur lecturer. i meannn thats jus sooooooooo awkward but oh well. she is a nice lady... n yaa alot of raffles lasalle students end up as lecturers in tp. very trueeeeeeeee... i dun mind being a lecturer actually........ but i wanna go to new yorkkk.. mus gooo there laaaaa... wahh but written ppr scares meee i swearrrrrrrrrr.......... i like have a curse for itt.. iiiii get toooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo stress i will blank out... i hope mcq laa...

oh well since ben read mi blog todaiii.. he should be reading htis tooo soooo he should be reading this tooooooooo.......... ( im sooooo hottttttttttt like hottt as in seriouslyy hott hot hot hot) hahahah i damnn depressed laaa he call me ugly ahahhaha. nvmmmmmmmm...k bye.....

2008-06-02T05:43:00.000-07:00

ALAMAKK!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha first day of schoool hahah boringgg. mi godd lecture are boring ahahaha it feels like secondary school againn....... it feeels like sec 2 where i acn see all the n.t boys shouting n all woooh hahaha except got no one shouting n all...... cause mi lecturer for the day was the course manager ahha she seems scary but apparently n ottt nice lady but i wouldnt wanna get on her bad sideee thats for sureeeee...... todai i was testing whether wat i was wearing was cloth soo i looked into mi blouse hahahahhaa.. cause its damnnn looose la hahah shahnaz's favvvvvvvvv......... hahaahaha.. airy airy perfect for hott sunny singapore...... but now revealing ahhaha alimm mann shahnaz.......... i had difficulty waking up todai.. it was the arghhhhhhh feeeling....... i was reading mi text boook it has no colours not much pictures.. mostly words -.- it made me sleeeeeeeeeeeepy... fiber to fabric zzzzzzzzzzzzzz....... a big snore.. haha i have a phobia towards written exams hahahaha i mean quiz aint a quizzz.... its a test. ahh shitt.. can i cheat.. i dun think mi brain is big enuff to remember all those blablabla words........... -.- oh well hahaha ok laaa cause of mi frens im ok with mi height haahah buti still wanna grow taller hahaa.. sorriiiiiiiiii.. hahaha. n wahh benny hahah commentttt haha become studdard all of a sudden hahah.. wthhhh... nvmmm ben is good enuff for me to hide from weird pple. mi pretend boyfren. lol i taller than mi boyfren ahh nvmmmmmmm..... but weird i think mamas gave up hope on girls like me hahahah esp the very veyr dark one hahaha......... yaaa u shud... sseriously i aint gonna do any good tooooo n ur spectacular lifeeeeeeeeeeee............lol i was jus reading mi book ahhaha n jus imagining pretty soon everyone will have edible blouses hahaa.. fiber from soya, pineapple, n blablabla wahhhhhhhhhhhhhh no wonder at times got ants on mi body haahaha.. they find mi blouse sweeet. wahh thinking about mi assignments got me stressed.. n yeaaaa dun these i.t business.engineering pple like noeeee that tp does not have the onli library in singapore.. go study somewhere elseeeeeeeeee.. the library was super packkkkkkk laaaaa. oh well tomorrow presentation i hope toastmasters has taught me well...... hahahahaha.. toastmasters is good cause im trying to improve miself . soo soooo be it.. oh well thats all i think i typed too long oh well... cheriozzzzzzzzzzzzz............... i still misss mi babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy =( but nvmmm opteeemistickk soo ima smile =D ladidadidaaa.... gosh i loveee this songgg........

2008-06-01T00:26:00.000-07:00

WOOOHH... well darling seanieee is away to cambodia.... =( sooo im bored -.- sooo i blog... welll guess wat i jus saw wahhhhhhhhh the most beautiful transversite in the world. wowwwwww no kiddd. i look more mannn wen compared to them eeeeeeeeee. hahahaha wah lauuu this miss tifafny universe in thailand hahaha wahh those guys hu wanna find a chick in thailand better be careful cause damnnnnnnnnnnnn they look too damn pretty hahahah reallli like wahh prettier than me hahaha.. wah lauu.. well i guess if u noe how to dress up nice then yea u will make a nice transversite.. im glad im not a guy.. its hard to differentiate the born females n transversites. i swearrr i cant even differentiate nn if i were to pick btwn the normal girls or transversite based on their looks i would soo choose the transversite. wahhhhh damnn jambu haha.. but eeeeee.. haha cause im still not open to the idea. wow even they can walk in heels better than i can. lol im watching it on youtube. thats y im jus wayyyyyyyy baffled. wowwwww amazing..... how come there are no girls gettin plastic surgeries to become guys huh hahahha... nooo pls dun hahahaa.. i wonder how they are gonna add that thing on hahaha eeeeeee she is now a bisexual.. soo i dun think im gonna call miself a bi... n yaaa oh noooooo.. sch. starting againnnnnnnnnn...... i feeel like im gettin lazier n lazier.. i need to get smart. ahh shit..... fiber n fabrics. wowww soo interesting...... -.- but nvm should stay opteemistick.. n say wahh.. soo interesting...... oh well thats all i have to say todai.......... n yaa how can i grow taller.. wat do i neeed to eat... y dun i oways growwwwwwwwwww.................... -.- fucked up genes.... oh well thats all byeeeeeeeeee.....

2008-05-28T00:09:00.000-07:00

Its been quite some time since i last blogged. welllllll i jus didnt have the urgeeeeeeeee to do sooo....... mi fingerss int havin withdrawal symptoms yet. but nvmmmmmmm. should update miself anyway.. aint realli in the moood to blog todai. but wthh........... todaiii is the onli day i get to stay home n dooo nothing. n stay away from the sun.wooh. hahahaha wthhh. n yes wen im at home i eat n eat n eat arghh bad thign to doo... this means that nothin satisfies mi tummy ..
such a picky eater.n yess mi holidays are ending before mi eyes......... mi goddddddd. y sooooo fast.... this is not fair... tak adil langsung hahha. watt onli.. ahhhhhhh schooooooooool again. waking up early again. n mi sister coming back again.......... haizzzzzz..... oh well. i jus have to think its fun then maybe is will be since its wilson chooo teaching. i think he is a perfectionist.he likes work well done.. not too messy. interesting.. colours...... not toooo simple...... n have alot of criticisms to offer. does have a temper..... at times..........can be scary. buttttt i can deal with it... i jus have to keep mi mouth shut. n listennnnnnnnnnnnn.............ahhh damn i realised most of mi pictures are in mi laptop hence, i cant put any pictures in mi blog todai hahhaah.. i have soo many pictures now...... n not all taken at the samee place...... n yessss i swear i wanna get taller mi ideal height is 1 78 but i think 180 is better hahaha.. damnn it the yr that i wanna grow taller usually i wont... hopefully next yr i willllllll..........

2008-05-21T01:18:00.000-07:00

hahahah i realise during holidays there aint much to blog about hahahah except for yesterday i went to sch. to configure mi laptop to find out that the cyber centre was closed -.- waste mi timeee........ but i had done some research for i dunnoe wat.. wahhh i got A. hahhaa.. but in poly ur parents dun realli care much anympre.. its not like o lvls they will scream at u n nag at u hahaha to do well. cause they dun even noe when the exams are.. n i dun even have any exams. its onli projects. i hate final projects. cause u have to do with other pple which is more challenging.. cause they might disagree... n u cant possibly doo all by urself......hahah wahh i thank god i didnt take mass com. hahah reports n all.. i cant remember how to write reports anymore. n letters too.. hahaha the onli thing motivating me now is an internship in newyork. i soooooooo want that .. its mineee!!!! hahaha nobody elses... but whne im grown up i dun wanna live in singapore.. i would love to live in melbourne... i loveee that place... great memories.. perth is toooooo singapore hahaha but still a nice place hhhahaha i would love to star gaze there again..

2008-05-16T06:20:00.000-07:00

exhausteddd but wahh mi sisters finally in capetown well i kinda miss her but wahhh mi whole room mi whole bed wahhhhhhhhhhhhhh............. hahahahha but i realised after she got married im nto as close to her anymore.. its like she came n she has gone kinda thing well its sadd but its jus a part and parcel fo life i guess.. n yessssss finallllllllyyyyyyyyyy.............. mi goddddddd holidays!!! mi long awaited holidaysss............... 2 weeks leh..... amazinggggg... oh yaaaa the reason y im exhausted todai is not cause of workkkkkk its cause of CCN the sch. charity event. hahah stupid cupcakes..... hahah but manage to sell out.. this kinda of ocations is when u see shahnaz flirt with the whole world while other flirt back hahahaha its soo funnnnnnnn.......... hahahha wahhhhhhh that chinese guy was damnn hott laaa but such a flirt ahahah anyhow talk soo longgggggg aahahah lol he onli flirt with me cause he thot i was eurasian -.- obvious........ the sad thing is i cant be pretty allllll the time.. i oso tired to dress up at times. but damnn he was bloody hott......... n yes wahhhhhhhhhh aliff is quite cute. but he soo short hahah like budak kecik hahahah........ n syarif is a playboy soo i dun bother....... he likes me jus cause i model im sureeeee...... one.. excuse me if im wrong laaa..... hhahahha but cant deny he handsome laaaaa...
y i act sombong haiyaa wasted hahaha oh cause mi father was beside me ahaha.. soo i mus be gooooood hahaha......well one chapter is finished completed i hope i get A. i mean seriously top of the class pleaseeeeeeeeeee omgg.......... badly want it......... i plan to get a for everythign actually. woooh.. yaa i noe im crazy btu i think i burnt out the whole yr in one block hahaha shit... no no mus haveeee motivation.. somemroe wilson is the teacher. n gosh mi course manager is such a bitch big sarcastic bitch. butttt she has good fashion taste soooo i mus like her .. i m intimidated by this kinda pple. they make me feel inferior. still i mus prove her wronggggg.........n yes i waent jam n hop todai zzzzzzzz feet painn haahaa in dire need for a massage. hahaha i dance too much.....ahh shit raging hormones hahaha shittt........... im not supposed to have any boyfrens in poly.....becasue i realli have no time. n the guys in poly are damn cool but im like a selenge ahh shitttt.......... but vwat to doo..... im new to the atmosphere still.. ok laa byeee
i loveee all mi frens and thank them.esp ( ben,maisurah,kelly,zhi yang)

2008-05-11T06:20:00.001-07:00

Well recently i have been forgetting to eat like todai.. cause due to the wedding i cant possibly complete mi work.im realli exhausted cause of saturday n i will dieeeee if mi work is not completed haiya..... at least by having functions now i noe the biatches in mi family. i mean they are not badd except for one bloody cheap skate say laa she want another berkat of chocolates anyhow tell mi grandma i nvr giver her mi grandma scolded me like hell.. but she has oready taken alotttttt 12 all together .. damn cheap skate jus ask laa i will give wat... there are more than enuff berkats.. but nvmm....... im very patient..... hahah at times ahha at times i loose it....well todai we had our fotoshoot. wahhhhhhhhh i hate makeups i prefer natural look. i dun care if can see pimples or not. with makeup mi skin look soo smooth though wahhhhh.. n false eyelashes make mi eyes look sooo big wahhhhhhhh......... soo nice haha but i dunnoe how to put la.. wahh but i dun quite like mi hair like somethign wrong i dunnoe wat n becaused i curled mi hair everybody copied me laaa assholes n then came in this chinese girl that thinks she is soo tall but she aint she is like mi nose there stupid ass...... then she the damnn action she think she model or something ahhaha but her face sooo fugly.... huh but nvmmmmm..... its okkkkkk.....mi clothes are way nicer..... not like a slut...lol i wasted half of mi day camwhoring with a prfessional photographer. haiya....... but i wanna learn makeup photoshop n photography wahh soo exciting.. sooo intriging haah how the hell its spelt. well still tiring day........... ok got alot more work to do bye.

2008-05-10T07:03:00.000-07:00

omg!!!!!!!!!!! freakign the duper exhausted todai was the wat ahh the sandingan day. the day they seat n change n change n change n look pretty while the sister the mother the father gets busy.......... dun count the brother the brother........ is useless.. damnn irresponsible. i in charge of berkat n camera n video recording where got such thing........ realli... damn n irresponsible then he can scold me for being lazy again. i mean realli jus plain lazy soo im freaking pissed off with him n guess wat he can still go n watch a movie. when everyone down here is helping.. how to not be pissed.well im happy for mi sister. in fact extremely glad... well she soo hasnt had sex yet . hahahahah ok she has soo done a strip tease hahahha.. with big booooooobs woooh rudy is a lucky mannnnnn...... she has the boot in the hoot n the junk in the trunk woooooooh.. amazing. i have nothing haha jsu plain skinny.. malnoursihed child woooooooooh. hahaha not malnourished laa jus pplain hyper haha.. mmmmmmmmm damnn i jus realised i have alot of work to complete back to mi realiti. oh well........ damnn i look amazing hahaah. thats how i feel when i have yoyo to do mi hair n pple to do mi makeup n wahhhhhh fake eyelashes suck ahah damnn heavy ahahhaa its like a curtain ahahhahha but fun to use ahhaha until tomorrow oso i cannot use nehh.. i managed to use it.i feel sad cause mi sister actually cried when she read mi letter to her. oh wellllllll....... i cant wait for her to have kids finally................... hahahah go have sex........... but damn she wanna wait for 2 yrs....

2008-05-09T08:15:00.000-07:00

Wahh todai the most hectic day of mi life.. i had to go to sch....... ah shittt.. yyyyy a day after missiters wedding wen i like reached home at like 1 am haiya........... soo i went to school stoned. hahah shahnaz stoned gets grumpy in the morning. n then i found out todai onli do research waste mi time -.- go library onliiiiiiiii.......................laaa tehn i went home went to sleeep then went dentist then went back to sch. for cca ahhhhhhh damnn cca. i apparently cant tok well im not goood at public speaking. alaaa.. n this cca requires alot of language brains.... ahhhhhh damnn stupid impromtu speeches. wats mi ambition i went out of topic n said alot of mmmmmmmsss. alaaaaaa....... alll the exco sabo me anyhow onli.. how they noe mi name i dunnoe. oh yaaaaa bout mi sisters wedding. wahh gorgeous wedding dress... but i dun think i wanna get married.. even if i do a simple wedding will doo.......awahhh being brides maid not soo bad after all.. hahaha..wahhh mi father's frens ask him abotu me omg.. hahah mi father replied i will be calling them uncle haha.. too badddddddddddd..... haha but i think it was mi hair i loved mi hair i lovee yoyo.. toobad he goin america =( i will miss himm badly...u noee by having gone into design sch. i have realli learnt to accept criticism better... be it something to improve on urself or some that are jus plain bullshit. but u noe on mi blog i can realli say something about it.. cause its mi blog.. i have the rite too.. its stupid to give me a C grade jus because of one shirt peice. veron said all mi peice is strong except forrrrrrrrrrr 1 n becuase of that she will give me a C which she says i dun deserve then she luff....... -.- wah lauuuuu siao lecturer. thenn next criticism during mi speech ahh crapp stupid went out of topic mi ambition is to become a designer alamakkk damnn pai sehh oready.....then next criticism that mi close fren gave me was alot........which after thinking..i may have forgotten his bday treat or somethign like that. or not go out as often. buttt i wasnt self centred. cause if i was i would have complained about his complains about his stupid life to mee.. but the fact is life is unfair..n i actualy read it.. omg....... wat a waste of mi time. thinking he is still a kid.. n the fact is he could have nvr gotten me because realli if ur character sucks..he cant even respect his own mum... u will nvr get me... i dun need a boy i need a man.n thats how i decided to end mi days blogg byeeee..........

2008-05-07T06:12:00.000-07:00

oh finalllllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyyy the day of mi sisters wedding. immmmm juggling mi studies n helping for the wedding preparation. mi godddddd soo many things n wah lauu pple are soo kan chiong n noisyy.. as much as i wish to get out of the house mi laptop does not have adobe ahh damn...... n no internet connection at home ahh damn waste mi time... welll im happy for mi ssiter though she looks incredibly stressed. im stressed about different things all together.i finished mi work n wah lauuu i think 50 cent to print one ppr is cheap now hahaha used to complain its damnm expensive. the marine parade one 10 dollar wah lauuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
siaooo ahhhhhhhhh waste mi moneyyyyy n mi time............ n wahhh todai i was helping to make natural perfume. but it smells like the one in the funeral.. butt i like the smelll...... cause its soo soothing n peaceful to me.n yes todai im in a quite a good mood. soo i accept any criticism that comes mi way............i will accept it work with it n improve it........noww i haev to sleep on the floor casue grandma make the bed nice nice -.- haiyaaaaaaaa then i got sch. tomorrow haiyaaaaaaaa................ well thats all bye

2008-05-05T05:35:00.000-07:00

lol i got the monday bluess. hahaha i woke up ok........... thenn i realised i will be late for sch. casue the bloody queue for the bus is at the other end of bedok interchange... -.- n soo i had to run to class.. nvr let shahnaz run to class in the morning.. mi whole day was fine.. but i was abit pissed. its called the monday blues haha rudy was like chill hahahah cause i told mi maid to shut up which i usually dun but she toks too much tok n cant stop pple n tok like she is shouting.. ohh goddddd........ soooo irritating. n yaa i went home early to find out that the pelamin pple were here n grandmas at mi house... ah shittt......... n ahh shit i have to complete 2 projects by monday omgggggggg.................................... wahh piang hu does she think she is.... mi lecuturer duhhhhhhh

but oh well i dun realli have to worri despite the fact that mi sis wedding is on thursday shit i noe i will be damnn busyyyyyyyyyyy......... wahh i love hectic days..... its soo funnnnn. to be stressed busyy........ but luckily no white hair hahaha.. or shit im dead...........n yaa the gay guys said i have an adams apple hahah ya laaa i got male hormones laa hahaha its not an adams apple its mi freaking bones since im skinny laaaaaa........... lol n mi father says i go to sch. like superstar

yeaaa thats the way i like it.......... hahah btu somedays i kinda get lost cause i dun think anything is nice..... n i jus need to buy new clothes which i havent done in a longgggggggggggg time. mi godd.. soo sad.. cause shahnaz is saving money......cause i oways end up with no money... soo todai i didnt eat i go home then eat dalcha againnnnn -.-haizz.. its okkkkkkkk....i eat soo fast i dun even noe if i have eaten or not.. CHIONG AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-05-03T19:47:00.000-07:00

wahhh soo many new fotos haha i happyyy ahh.. welll mi sis is gettin married. soo i think mi hearing is abit tired.. mi b rain oso abit tired trying to get more new ideas...trying to get that xtra umph.... u noe. hhaha..well some pictures from DOC.this was during the chair race in the HOT SUN!!!!n i was with shorts haizz.. with mi cap luckily i want mi face to be white white..for mi sisters wedding... haiyaa... nvmmm...
lol i was about to fall down ..but nvmmmm. n yaaa hha i was playing with the ball that answers ur questions haha in toys r us hahahah it said im a confirmed lesbian ahahha wthhhh not straight at all.. omggg that scares me..

n yes i realised pple react differently to me wen im in mi own clothes. wen in sch. pple say i not pretty but in poly complete opposite n they say i can sing.. wahhhhhh... but i cant sign to show off cause it wont be noice i feel aphalatic i dunnoe how to spell .

n i had mi own version of hen party drag queen style haha with shamira n tom tom. oh yaaa wei jie spanked mi ass with his file omggggggg...... lol this pict is appropriate the shocking news . but he is gay .. soo its like nothing. n he was like telling me about this girl that hates me hahah..i dunnoe how he noe dun bother to ask hhahah.. then he continued by sayiing that she step sexy onli.. which i agree.. cause she wear blue contacts yuckkk.. dye her hair blonde stripes. yuck.. n purposely kissed her boyfren infront of me n wei jie hahha yuckk..........wei jie has nvr seen anyone kisssed before hahah wthhhhhhhh.....but i love his complexion mi godddd... no hair on his freaking face oso.. hahhaha wahhh soo pretty..
n ewwww.. me tongueing mi own self..... ewwwwwww hahaha i think this is cool yet disgusting haha.. hhaha me afraid of mi own self mi goshh.. i dun think i wanna be a lesbian...id rather be straight......u noe the nicest pictures are the most crude ones.

2008-04-29T01:57:00.000-07:00

ZOMGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wah lauu.. its rarely i swear n curse now i feel like doin everything.. i wanna cry oready laa........ haizz......... im soo freaking tired todai.. as in the freaking exhausted..... wahh there is something wrong with mi lecturer.. realli..... she asked all of us to redo. liek blooody hellllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll.............. pple computer cannot print. cannot blooody print. sooo how to use computerr.. she say our work like secondary sch. work n ask us to redo. n still luff after wards. like wthhhhhhhhhhhh.......... haha daniel couldnt stand her hahah he jus said ya la ya la.. ahah could see everyone with a pissed face......... but i have to optimistic la.... wah lauuuu i spent more than 100 in a wkkkkkkkkk.......omg........... like wtf........... how can i spend soo muchh.... n i dun even noe wat i spend on ..like i didnt even buy any luxury stuffs la al sch. stuffs la. waste mi moneyyyyy.. she wan us to redo which means more new materials.... omggggggg waste mi moneyyyyyyyyy............... all those that take design confirm all very rich laaaaa.... realliiii waste of money. i dun think i wanna eat oready. though wat i ate todai is like damnn nice. haiya....... lets be aneroxic wooooooh. wahh but ice kachang is liek 1.00 sooo cheappp...... n yeanew girl. i dunnoe y i dun like new girls but i think its cause they alter mi fengshui i swearrr wen a new girl i no more top in classss. haiyaaaaaaaa. damnn sadddddd. laaaaaaaaa.arghhhhhh.....wtr laaa i hate tie n die..... dead oh dead....i dun give a damn laaa... but i still want mi a1s i dun care.......

2008-04-26T05:44:00.000-07:00

Wah stress... very stresssed.. mi weekend is burnttt......... reallli burnt....chao ta oready la.. i have to complete 2 projects in 2 days.......... then upcoming project start on tuesday.1st group project zzzzzzzz.......... actualy y m i putting the zzz.. sign i wont sleep one la.. hahah mi godd now i officially got no life.. if u tell me i got no life now haha i understand haha.. cause i live breathe eat mi work...i now eat at a record time of 3 minutes hahhaaha.. wthhhhhh.... kan chiong pple. but i think i need to take time to reassess mi work mus a1 one la.........im like psyching miself that mi work is play n is fun... cause now we are learning how to multi task.. im an expert in that hahaaha......but i think i needa slowwwwwwwwww........downn..take time to check if everythign is perfect..i think att iems i put tooo high expectation for miself.. but i think its good.. soo i dunnoe......in other words im a very confused person... n yeshh.. i just realised taking design course is very expensive i can spend 100 in a wk..... mi goddd i feel soo badd.. n welll todaiiii. i boughtttt a new MACBOOK PRO!! wahh awesome...... but again i feel bad cause i think i owe mi father alot for paying soo bloody much for it....... n yes the sales person was an ex bdsian laaaa i think 2 yrs senior hahaha but mi father say he bodoh soo meannnnnnnnnn... -.- n yes now mi frens call me a dumb blonde but im a diff. dumb blonde.. im one that is willing to learn i hope mi brain is like a sponge n will absorbbb everything.. im an IT dumb blonde.. confirmed..but i have to do graphics.. -.- soo i will tryyyy.. mi besttt...alamak n athirha jus reminded mee that wen everyone is having june holidays i will be bombarded with work.... mi longest holiday is 1 pathetic wk. which then again i will be bombarded with work 19 - 31 of may wah lauuuuu soo short.. how come mi other frens get 1 month of holiday...... huhhhhhhh!?!?!?!? oh well its ok i should continue living n breathing n eating mi work.... n yes i have been adventuring the tampines area.. mann tampines is bigg.. n bedok is like packed with pple. n i like bedok library. n mi new home is mi sch. library hahhaa.such unlikely places......... but vwat to doooooo..........ok laaa mus continue with mi work again........................ zzzzzzzzzzzzzz.........

2008-04-25T06:49:00.000-07:00

wahh advertising mi blog is a wrong thing to doooo....... i write to miself... soo i tell miself things..
but first congratulationsss to miself for being the TOP STUDENTT!!! wahhhh........ first time ah... being kan chiong realli gives its credits..... ya mi teacher is abit wierd we dun call her ms something we jus call her veron a contradiction to her age..... buttt she liked mi nipple tie n dye ahhhhhhh...... wahhhh.. i think cause everybody pinch itt hahaha extra good luck..but now another assignment wahh streesss besarr... 2 projects during the weekend i aim for success which is knowing ur goal .. wahhh.... soo both i mus get a1...must get one.... n yaaa stupid poly oso got cme laaaa.......wthhhhhh. im soo gonna sleep there is nothin bout sex.. pple make out on the couch .. they should teach us some sense. n its on saturdays somemroe haiya......n yes i made mi decision on watttt cca i will take haha omgg i omos took community service hahaha wthh 100 hrs of cip before i die i dun wanna die early .. hahha choy ahh.. soo i thot dramatec but the girls were like sluts -.- soo i chose toast masters (public speaking) then mi father was impressed n mi frens thot i was soo nerd hahaha.. im like the onli design person mann.. in that cca shitttt -.- but its okk.. n yeaa i bumped into mi old pri. school fren the one that teased me bout mi boobs well guess watt i go much more prettier than her n taller tooo. huhhh!?!?!?! ahhaha. i jus had to do it.. but she in the same cca la alamak.. n yea have new frens now one of them noes almas. apparently almas kissed almost all the girls in tjc laa -.- haiya heartbroken ahh. hahaha i should be the one n onlyyyyyyyy ok??? hahaha soo apparently mi gay frens are afraid of lesbians n are trying to get used to me pulling up mi strapless bra hahah... n yea soo embarrasing i spilled a drink in kfc hahah the auntie cursed mi fren instead in some dialect hahaa.. wth laa. though one thing good about mi group of frens we are very weird.. kelly is like d.i.y person wahh she got future.. ben is gay sissy gay ... not attracted to guys gay... realli nice guy. the other guy i dunnoe how to spell the name i jus call jy can do a kfc advertisement hahaha.. maisurah wahhhhh helps me alot... Sean is jus haiya soo sissyish soo i be his body guard ahhh hahaa pple luff at wat mi frens wear but i have to say soo what??? cause we are unique.. pple insult us soo bluntly haha we nvr even reply back la haha we jus luff ... yea weirdd.. but soo fun...thats the way mann but pple nvr luff at me hor...... ahahaha.they jus say i luff weird vwat to doooo....... well todai i learnt somethign i should oways admire pple that are weird.. cause its jus amazing how brave they are to be themselves... i will soo be caught dead wearing wat they wear....oh ya new song kaninaninaninaninanina........ wthh... k n to straight sean mi godd got soo many sean in the world beng sean gay sean mama sean matsaleh sean. wahhh... to matsaleh sean.. i dunnoe wat to sayyy i dunnoe wat to doo... but damnn i miss alllll of mi old frens.........
the end...........

2008-04-23T03:04:00.000-07:00

Wah lau!!!.. im sick n tired of gays.. seriously.......... they are soo fun to tok tooo.. but seriously someone turn them straight oh ya NS!!!hahah thank god.......... im very open minded i like them but there are wayyy tooo many in mi course.. soo many gays but no lesbians... y??????? the girls that look like guy are not lesbians saddddddddddd ahhhhhhh. hahah sooo now mi lesbian meter has gone down to 40% haha cause got no hot girls.. no malay girls oso.. nomalay guys oso.. no indian guys oso. ehh no indian girls oso.wahhhh.. got hot guys laaa...but not mi type laa..n for the 1st time in mi life i found out that there is such thing as a Sarong Pati Guy -.- like wthh he likes everything white.. i mean wthhhhh............hahhaha... white girls n GUYS!!!!!!!!! hahah..but he is such a handsome guy la..... sad case mannnn..........n mi gosh.. i got no frenss well close frens ..... i oways mingle with gays......n one of them asked the other gays wat are their sexual preferences omg!!!!!!!!!!! but i soo wanted to noe.......the girls oways tok such bimbotic stuffs which is liek boringgg soo yesterday.. soo i hang out with the weird ones.. they are cooollll in their own wayy....again veryyyyyyyy open minded!!!....old frens are better cause they are stragiht well some laa most!!!!! n wats even more saddd.. the ones that used to me mi goos frens in pri. school dun recognice meeeeeeeee................yea dman that girl that teased me for having no bboobs in pri. schhoool . i mean realli..... i over grew them alllll...........muahahaha.....k got alot of work laaaaaaaa.........byeee

2008-04-22T04:04:00.001-07:00

let me tell u lil something about miself. i dun lie.. im the worst. lier in the world... when i say something thats close to heart i dun lie about it...n yet pple do acccuse me of being one.wats worst some pple accuse me behind mi back. u may insult me.. u may hate me. u may accuse me of anythign under the sun... but u noe im fine.. im fine with wtr u say about me.. i admit that by leaving u would have hurt u... but i onli did that cause i noe that we dun tok anymore... n we dun meet up at all... well seldom...hence there will be alot of misunderstandings.. yes at times i might get very emotional.. hence i do say words that i dun intend to say...but im human i make mistakes... u were the onli one i kissed n will be the onli one i would ever kiss in mi entire life.. well dun count mi ex ex la cause that one i kiss for him to go away haha..(no choice) i dun make out... im not like other girls that love to smooch under the block... cause thats jus the way i amm.....i will end up feeling baddd.. not goooooood. cause i dun wan to mi parents feel that they brought me up wrongly... u mus respect me for mi morals... for wat i believe in...when i date im serious... dead serious... but it takes more than love... its givin n taking .. taking both the good n the bad... of a personnn...........n i accepted u for hu u are... but u dun accept me for hu i am...
even if mi mum n ur frens warned me bout these relationship i still went with it..... defying the odds. buttt they were right... if u want me u will fight for me....if u happen to meet someone that cares alot for u then stick to that person.....n dun ever let them go... u noe instead of avoiding me delete me... realli delete any contact of mee.......... i dun make frens i give pple a choice to be mine

2008-04-20T04:57:00.000-07:00

You know... forget about wat pple say about me n think about me.. cause from todai i realise thats its ok to be miself n be me ....if im shiok sendiri let it be... id rather think of the good than the bad...i will make frens by allowing u the choice to be mi fren. n not forcing u...cause i have a new term to give miself im the popular solo mannn...... hahahah wtr that is given by athirah of course... mi darling,mi sayang hahaha... yes n there are alot of htings diff. aboutpoly. in poly guys are very close to girls. not in a relationship manner.. but jus liek frens hahah its ok to hug themmm n blow flying kisses haahah esp. to Seanbaby.... Mi baby... soo poor thing the night walk he onli want that screamm yea he is gay but i respect him for being wat he is la... sooo i protect him... from ghost.. haha but from insect hahaha i will join him in screaming..welll wat a small world kester is a nice guy great fashion sense mi ex bf close fren oso from america one la hahah all tok slang one ( hey.. u wanna get laid...) like wth.... very funn n i finally found a halal food court airconditioned somemore.. haha i happy ahh... lol after camp everyone sicck hahah shahnaz pass the disease hahaha ya la dun wanna give me panadol i wont die one laaaaaaaa..... because they dun give me 1 panadol i have to take 5 pills a day. (1. flu 2. cough 3.some pill given buy doctor horribly big 4.stupid gadasil. 5. paracetamol)lol n toadi i promote mi nin jiam may pa kao hahah cause all got no voice ahahha oh well n yea moses leong director of design is one person i admire cause wtr he says is true. i dear alot of things soo much soo that it hinders me from doin everythign to mi fullest potential. fear has led to me loose a fren n looose jobs.. soo now i learnnnnn............wtr he says is very truee n very important... soo now i learnnn......... haiz... life is soo different now.. but mi past gives me comfort n security...... but im willing to take risks n live up to mi fullest potential n dreams.... paris here i come!!!!!!!! =) k bye.

2008-03-25T05:33:00.000-07:00

Well.....this blog is ancient mi godd its been a long time.. ive been travelling after o lvls.. trying hard not to tan miself... i dun want to be chocolaty brown...n yes i joined cue models.. realli cool thing to doo.. despite all thethings i said about modelling i still am doin it -.- buttt foto shoot comin up... n i hope mi break out will dissapear.. i need collagen vitamin c n wat not...to make it heall.... singapore realli dun appreciate their own talent its realli sad looking at the models they import the locals are better the foreigners firstly cost alot of money n i think asians walk well....... compared to the foreigners well i have to say aussies do walk well... n wow some are wayy skinnier than me wow... those are the ones that dun eat... with no boobs at all.. even mine bigger... lol well i haveb een goin to the gym hahahah wah that guy was there wahh his voice woooh very niceeeeeeeee...... mi sister didnt tell me he was good looking.. or not i would have played mi badminton better cause i sucked -.- how embarrassing but i loveee his voice...n yea im single now... yayyy.. i dun like relationships i hateeee relationshipss.... its the time to playy mann not settle downnn we are young we mus have funnn.... we mus learn from our mistakes...as much as having a guy beside u is comfortingg..... many pple have boyfrens to show off.... which aint me... so i dun bother... y dun pple have girlfrens to show off... its much better n more bizzare.. y i did wat i did to sean was becasue i thot it was the right thing to do we barely tok we nvr meet its like an online thing.... n he is too young.... onli wen we are older then i can consider.. sometimes the thing we want most is the hardest to get.... wat he was looking for was tooo serious for mee n tooo fast.... hence i had to let go of him...

Ohhhh Hopeless..

2007-11-15T03:42:00.000-08:00

OH God!!!i think im falling ill.. hahaha.. but i think it was worth it... well yea i jus came back from a slumber at athirahs house haha learnt to bbq miself hahahaha n i swear i was better than wimbledon tennis player ahaha fanning hahaha the damn fire hahahah.. woooh welll yea i went to giant bought steak wings n all.. it was fun ahah casue i was the onli damn kid at that section hahah... yea barely slept mmm played twister bbq watch movies. played snap donkey and uno. damn it i think im cursed for donkey that donkey had an evil red face yeaa.. evil ahhah. hahah i ended up looosing 4 times in a row. damnnnnnnnn.... hahaha got for fit hahahah but hu caresssssss hahah... overalll it was damn fun ahhaha athirah pitched a tent for us to sleep in ahahha in the end we barrely went in there. haha.. n i ended up sleeping there alone n athirah was able to sleeppp in her comfy bed hahha thats not fair ..lol n yea they came to mi house to watch heroes..... gosh now im typing this with mi brain half asleep. hahaha.. i promise i will get the pictures wen i went out n alll... ok bye..

2007-11-13T19:24:00.000-08:00

hello!! hahaha now i very freee hahhaha i have beeen busily playing the sims n all stupid store they sell 3 in 1 wth is their prob. hhahah because i paid for that im bankrupt . n yea i went out alot dyed mi hair. paint mi fingernails.... ohhhhhhhh vanity struck me again hahahah well yea i bought canvas again. well 2 this time
sooo cheap n damn it was sooo easy to paint mi baby face. yeap ahhaha paint mi baby picture to hang on mi wall. ooooh.. hhaha n i got offered to join ms veet. well i hate their products will cause rashes to me cause i have sensitive skin -.- woooh for the most gorgeous legs award hahaha.. wth hahaha pple find mi legs scary hahaaha as wat mr ghaz said twig...... dang....lol i havent sang in such a longggggg time hahaha i oso havent dance hahah but i wanna go for salsa dancing lessons. man mi mum wanted me to go for typing lessons. heh.. like hu the hell needs it. pple nowadays noe how to type for goodness sake if u wan me to memorise the keyboard i will. but i dun think i need typing course. though i like courses hahaha cause i always get extra attention hahaha........ that is what i call good service. hahha
well yea this wk im fully booked hahaha.. all of a sudden haha mi father doesnt think im a loner hahah.. sooo what if i go out miself to do groceries n all that doesnt mean i have no frens wat. wth. hahahaha.. m ibros n sis have tooo many frens hahah n guys tend to stink its disgusting. n their perspiration eee disgusting. well haha i recently haha told mi sister haha im not interested in guys haha they scare me ahha.. she said good hahah wth is her problem haha... then... i said i think im more interested in girls hahaha....... n she was shock ahaha n all she said was u noe its haram.. haahaha oh god im not gonna be a lesbo lah hahah..i jus joked to her to see what she will react. n yah rite mi sister telling me its haram hahaha.... she tongued her guy ahhahaha ohhhhh not haram lah ahahah... n yea yea aaahaha damnn girls are getting very tall.. i saw a girl wow more than one head taller than me. hahahah i got scared hahhaha.... well yea hahaha the models huhh perasaann alll mi height all cant make it in america hahah still wanna become models huh bimbos. hahaha...ok lah dah penat byebye

2007-09-15T07:34:00.000-07:00

wahhhh its been a long time since i went to bloghmmm well alot of stuffs happened recently n alll..... soooo i would have to write in brief. welll mi mp3spoilt n i cant survive without it. n yes hahahah hari raya is coming bulen puasa sudah menjelang.. dan saya blum lagi puasa oleh krana blablabla. lah mcm tak shiok sehhhh smua org puasa ku yg tak bleh puasa. tek pee... nanti esok tgk dulu boleh ke tak.. well then i got mi prelim results.... n yes im gonna focus like hell....i rreallli dun wan anybody to distract me cus i noe very well it will affect mi future hahaha its more important than anything else. ala mi prelim results soo sooo lah though i failed nothing alamak still no use i cant jus get 20 thats insane.or abit below 20 lol mus aim for 10 sooo at least i can chooseformiselfwhere i wanna go. ifi go jc i ave no idea la hahhaa...
n recently i too founf out that when itcomes to notes people are very stingy mi godd..... they realli dun wan tto lend people notes that they get from tuition oranywhere else.. mi goddd.... like okkkkk.........like as though its a secret weapon to success or something.
n furthermore i found out how little pple noe me.. welll pple may think im easy to noeeee but in fact lol its reallli dificult cause i will nvr telll the truth.. as in not lying allthe time as innn i may show diferent expressions like smiling but inside its the other way..... there are loads of negative thoughts. this is one thing bout me that bot many noe. hahaha..... i prefer it to be this way to hurt nobody. smua ingatanku dan kepiluanku terpendam dlm hatiku..
lol pple may think im facing a problem. lol but i dun care........
cause wat to do cry? lol i doubt soo... i try not to at least....
lately i have desperately wanted to spendmi nights awake . reaon will be to jus think n study.hahaha but study at nite like impossible hahaha... sooo i think i shalll study early in the morning all the way to afternoon.
3 wks foralla1s.can i make it.... willi be happy or will i cry?.. ithink the answer willbe very clear...

2007-07-29T03:50:00.003-07:00

hey hey hahaaa welll haha its been a logn time haha malas lah too type haha mi mouth works much faster than mi speed to type hahah.. lol soo yea haha got alot of pics to upload haha..welll yea haha i was phantom of the pink strawberry shortcake opera.

lol yea hahah all of us except almas ahaha

well i bet if iwa s part of the uniform group hahahaha man mi life would have been soo different hahah i would have been not soo vain hahaha... hahaha but i will still very mencapap like hahahah lol i bet i will get punished ahahah cause i ponteng alll the time haha luckily i take choir ahhaha lucky..... ahahaha.. n oh gosh i look that skinny yuck hahhahah... oh well this means i neeed more bdays to have more creamy cakes hahaha n stuff mi face in it hahah n lick it.. wooooh .. hahaha n tootsie got in the act of spankign meeeee in front of sutini hahahha .. oh well haha he now earned the name spannker hahaha.. wth ahhaha.

2007-07-21T07:48:00.000-07:00

oooooooooo yes hapy bday haha belated one of course ahhahahah 16 hahaha got plans man at the end fo the year ahha to go clubbing ahhaha but i doubt mi father will allow soo first i will go clubbing with mi sis -.- wthhhh ahhhaha thennnnnnnnnn i go clubbign with mi frens hahaha......... sooo yes yess hahaaa fri hahaha was funhaah though ahahahaha least expected haah ait was funnnnn ahhaha cke fight haahh mannnn we shoudl do it mroe often hahaha.... ahhahah on monday hhahaha im jus gonan pretend nothign happened hahaa........ mi name is phantom of the opera with a pink mask casue im a sissy version =D n i can sing opera hahahhaha n im a girl of course hahaha... well racial harmony hahaha fun fun fun day hahahaa acsue i was liek a stripper mmm not realli lahhh ahahah the coloru fits me anyways haha n i loook more mature damnnnnnnnn did i grow older hmm yes i did -.- hahahaahha

lol from this angle athirah looks liek garfield hahahha sooooo cute hahahahah n yea where is mi pict with sutini huh huh hahahaha........ yea i need that too hahaha infact i demand that too ahhah.man i look old hahaha...... ok nvm............ i shall deal with it........ n yea wher eis mi pict with clark huh mi daily super hero ahahh which i attempt to seduce everyda haahhaha giving me priceless expressions ahahaa that leads me luffing like hell ahhaha....... lol i think it was predicted that there was gonna be a cake war casueee ahah the cake was creamy ahahha ..lol some said i went to school with baju tidur ahahah wooooooooh ahahha but fun wat hahah tak payah mandiiiiiiiii haha sleep walk hahah wooooooh ahaha.. lol apparently i cant survive a day without bathing haha...

well then thats the onli pict for now haah i shalll keep u readers which includes meeeee....... -.- haahah updated hahah a.. arini faster lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ahhaaa k bye hahaha!!! muahxxx muahhxxxxx xo xo xo xo haaha i finally figured out wat it means hahaha.. n sutini pls dun read any jiwang letter to me ahaahhaha k then tata!!!!!!!! hahaah

2007-07-18T01:42:00.000-07:00

lol todai racial harmony day hahaha well actually tomorrow yea its suppose to fall on mi bday u noe sooo that i wont get wet n i dun wanna get wet hahah cause i dun wan hahahha cause i duuuuuunnn wan hahaha ms glam dun wanna get wet i mean it hahahah... well toda haha wore a chinese/korean outfit haha modern one hhaahha.. lol i thot of wearing a sari haha but no way ahhaaha u noe how hot it is haaha i think i noe ahahha cause i dun even wanna wear one cauwe its 6m long siala.. hahah well hhahha was called a stripper hahahaha but hu cares hahah good wat hahaha well its not like im actually gonna strip hahah i strip infront of mi mirror haha at homeee hahahahah.. in school toilet hahaha ..lol ms abraham todai look like mmmm u noe mm pepper is it the one that got red whtie n green colour yea like chili hahaha she looks extra fierce lol hahah i kesian sutini casue she was called mi mother hahahaahah alot of times haha but she is a hot mum hahaha cause where got mum sooo yougn one ahhh hahah is u guys dun look mature ahahhahaha well wat a coincidence hahaaha lucky athirah nvr wear pink haahhaha same same haha matching matching hahaha it was fate mann hahahahah ... lol well tomorrow mi bday haha i sooo want an mp3 hahaha mi mp3 spoil =( soo i should ask mi dad he is soo not gonna repair mi mp3 cause i dun wan that mp3 i wan small small one or the samsung one hahaha... mahal mahal ones during the bday haaah thats wen u can get it.lol n may i say wat a coincidence that almas n ka jie nvr come hahaahah.. wat a coincidence hahha...
oh well mr ghaz ahah soo hot hahah pak suharto dari mana lah ahhahaha soo hot hahahaha ros got soo hot wen he was dancing haha soo kaku hahaha..... but woahh hahah he got ass man hahahahaha he kept on pushing the pocket down that he pull his shirt forward then the split part at the back ahha would split haha n make his butt look big ahaha wooh hot hahhhaha hhahah hu ask him to do that mann hahaha of course anybody would see hahaha happy happy haha... except one part athirah didnt walk me hahah i followed clark instead hahaah took pict with him ahhh ahha dun pray prayyy hahahahah finaly hahahaha lol ok i gtg to tuition hahah... byebyebyebyebyebyeeeee!!!!!!!!!!! oh n fav song isssssss make me better nn usah lepaskan nnn merpati wooooooooooh hahaha... k bye

2007-07-13T05:55:00.000-07:00

Damn all these beautful girls.. wah lau i've been called a transversite by sid ause almas toldhim im lesbo. lol ahh corrrection i aint no lesbo hahahahha i jus make a goood make out girl but no lesbo .. hahhhah.. i noe wat im good at.. lol but at least betta than mas hukena calledtrasversite by whole class hahhah kesiannnn.. buti dun care hahahaha its jus an itsy beetsy tiny weeny matter hahahha... like mi new bikini wahh i got bikini hahah wahh from victorria secret wahhhahahah i shall till brag boutt this hahaha... though i mus say hahahami sis breasts ahh wahh mannn in those bbikinis hahah man i love her toooot hahahahah she stole mine wat do u expect hhahahah ....
well i have come to conclusion hahaha there are increasingly alot of lesbos in singapore... n i thinkthese are the reasons lol guys are lousyyyyyy hahhh say abit get high than run away hahahahaha... n they give hints wink lah kacau lah hahahaha make sueeky sounds lah hahahah but girlsss well lesbos will go up to u n say hey i think ur hot hhaahhahahah..... but its scary hahahahaa u needa take it slowwwwwwwwwwwwwww.....hahhahahhahha welll im mad reently well hell mad api membara dalam hatiku hanya untuuuk membunuh seseorang lah hahaha.. tak tau siapa lah hahhaha but i noe very well lah haha besides me actualllly.. well bday coming haha finalc countdownnnnn.......
soo heres a phraseee...:
sayangg... sayang sayang sayang tak.kalau sayang sayang sayang kenapa sayang tak sayang sayang. sayang sayanag sayang tau? sayang sayangggggg sayang....sayang pun sayayng sayang kan ahhahah..
lol i can conitnue with that hahhaa.....
welll lol im sick of pple calling me baby ehh excuse meeeeeeeeeeeeee theres this song that says pls dun call me baby llalallalala then it says u noe i dun belong to u. lol especially if mi frenster profile ays baby lol stilll at least lah call me biibaby 9 babi) bi, i loveeeeeeeee youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu hhahahahhhaha yea thats more like it hahahha well then alot has changed in school lately latecoming n stuff the best part i dun noeee anything yyyyyy cause im the worst vice head prefect for wat i wanna noee riteeeeeeee hahahaha soo she dun tell me lah hahah somehow its good n bad soo i dun bother ... n yea mr hashim woooh hotstuff tapi dah khawinnnnnnnnnnnn.. mann heartbrokennnnn how can he be married he is onli 25 siala sooo young lol but he soo short haha btu sooo handsome hahahahhaa sooooo handsome haahhalol i turned him on though hahah he did eyebrow thingy hahahhaah wahhh blew me away hahaha......
lol n yea while playing badminton hahaha i did the umbrella thingylol with a badminton racket of course causeeee... i have learnt i should not bend down hahah expecially with that big shirt haaha its soo big soo big hhahahahaha wel then gtg using computer is a waste of mi time to think about it i have been wasting mi time on it well then byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye
n ps bday coming!?!?!?!?!?!?! hahaahaha inoe wat i want food n surprises haahahhhaha

2007-07-12T03:47:00.000-07:00

lol todai sucks ... well for most pple hahah casue got 2 pple hu got pms.. the hawk n penguin.
woooooh ahhaah in the morning shout oready ahhaha i wonder yyyyyy lah the neighbourhood pple nvr complain complain lahhh... hahahah pple that come at 7.20 are late lol wth..... i agree though cause pple are coming ltr n ltr n ltr hahahaha....lol i didnt even noe the system was implemented lol cause im the biggest mistake ritee. sooo haha for wat should i give a damn... lol go jln with almas hahahah even betta haha its shiok if the morning is breezy... hahaahah
no shouting onli peaceee.... hahhah.. no one wil bother u.. its the greatest wen ur alone.....
moment of silence
or wen u tok to urself n think n jus think...
lol clark got mad not cause of me haha but abraham hahahahah wthhh lol cause he wore p.e shirt ahhaha wth its pms...... lol though i dun get that irritatable well at times i will be i hate pple bugging me..
lol but mos of the time i will get very hyper lol..... other than that its normal.....
prelims are comingggg die die die die to that mann... now its getting very scaryy.......
oh well i can onli do mi best .....
now i shall continue with mi song ice ice baby..........
lol n heres an old song that i like lol nvr knew i had it in mi mp3...

2007-07-11T00:50:00.000-07:00

well todai i found out mi uncle died no wonder i felt something is wrong well im not sad for his deathh well ok maybe i amm. but im more sad to see mi mums experssion.... mannnnn she is gonnaa cry...... mannnn dead body again.... mannnnnnn......... welll anyways cut those death craps....
lol well hahahaha besides mi flexible song hahaha i like the song i get all the girls by calvin harris i get all the girls i get all the girls...... hahahha
nnnnnn beautiful girl - sean kingston hahahahhaha ur way too beautiful girlll thats y it will nvr work u got me suicidal, suicidal wen u say its over.. lol wth hu the hell willl go suicidal when someone says its over lol wthh hahaha k nvm he emo africa hahahah...
lol yesterday watched janji diana hahahaha mi fav phrase iss... SIAL PUNYA PEREMPUAN PADANLAH MAKKAU MAMPUS HAHAHAAH wooooh fiestyyyyyy ahahaha
though hahahaah i would change all the female terms to a male hahahahaha would love to say it ...
well gotta go to tuition ....
n yea u noe wat to think about it kau ni buang masa aje baik aku buat bodoh...

2007-07-09T04:22:00.000-07:00

lol well mi fav. song todai iss.........
berhenti berharap - sheila on 7
penuh syu hatiku mendengar lagu ini..
lol todai ddamnnnn sad cause mi maid went back to indon =(
well left with this new maid kinda weird luff all the time irritating at times -.-
kinda dense but oh welll mi cat merajuk thats the saddest part omg.. pooor thing welll thennnnnnn its a new chpt i guess hahhahhaha arghhhh school was fun though hahhahha
athirah n i lufed liike hellllllllllll....... hahhahaaha
during 4 hours of maths hahah did 2 questions hahaha powerrrrrr haahhaha
lol y cause i was singing i ask miseelf is it a sin if im flexible when a bone come in hahahahaa
n robert deniros waitingg. talking in turns i thiink ahah somethign like there is such a song lah haahahhaha....... n athirahs song of the day hahahahaha todai the road is crooooked tomorrow the road is straight hahaaha wthh...
lol n i compared clark to rain (hujannnnnnn eeesh eeesh) hahahah korea sparkeringg......
hahahahahahahah lol he got pissed n moved his table all the way back hahaha apparently the auntie recognises me ahahahaha ice lemon tea girl hahaha 2 bottles a day hahahahha
n haha did wine testing ahhahahahaaha... wthh hahahhahah
sip it swirl it in ur mouth hahahah taste it with ur lips wahhh hhahhahaha...
n say it has a tangy flavour n a bitter after taste...
kau tunjukkan aku bahagia byebye hanii....... =D

the cure

2007-07-02T04:25:00.000-07:00

lol todai wen to athirahs house did some work well copying for english n english essay hahaha i keep thinking in malay hahah due to the panic attack during oral... lol hate the teachers. hahaa well she refused to take pictures sooo forget it hahaha... welll heres one of mi fav song now hahhaha its an old songh ahhaha but its sooo nice... the cure - love song
its nice....
well then exciting part of mi day was wen i wwas goin home hahah i saw the person that hires model chey he likes me hahaahaha... welll he was wearing gucci perfume hahaha i sooo noe the smell hahah good taste hahah musky the one that mi mum uses its a ladies perfume hahahah but not bad hahaah got fashion taste ahahha but he damn short lah lol but i said maybe wen im older than i may think of becoming a model hahaah but now no hahaha but i doubt i want so hahah i think i wanna become a lawyer or a fashion journalist.. well i think...wahhh transformers was damnnn good wahhhh its a wahh show yeap will blow uu away mann hahaha... damn nice love the car.... i need that car wen i grow up hahaha neeed ahahahaha welll then again doubt soo hahaah i got to be realistic im gonna get a lamborghini yea thats more like it ahhaha... welll then baby shahnaz bday is coming up hahah looking forward to it hahhaha... though i bought athirah her present first hahaha superman teddy bear costume from the teddy bear shop ohhh soooo adorable bears haaha i love the bunny hahahah cause im a playgirl hahahaah well nmore of like a cheeeky asss lah haha wahh n the clothes for the teddy bear wahh sooooo cute especially the female clothes soo cute the skirts hahahah soooo cute wahhh... hhhahhahabut cause athirah tom boy i give her superman costume hahah soo cute got fake muscles hahaaa i call fallack now clark kent or clarky i dunnoe which one hahahaha...

2007-06-25T01:04:00.000-07:00

ahh damnn first day of school was fun i think welll at first was a boreee hahahah n the oh mannn feeeling well yea. hahah n i realised wen i go backstage nvr follow chun fui cause for sure she will pop out.. lol hahah first day kena marah hahaha skirt too short lol wtr hahah i grew taller n fatter hahaha.... lol for wat i wana buy new skirt waste mi money hahahah... half a term well less than that hahaha its more of like time to study lol y should i care bout the school hahah not mi pasal haah i didnt pay the school for that... i pay the school to have some education not to help the school yea yea.. hahha
lol hahaha i miss clark hahha i think hahha i thnk athirah misses him more hahaha he seems happy bhahahah he happy to see me behind athirahs back hahahhaaha.. lol jking haha but its true hahahah onli wen i called him horny bastard hahah he pretended not to noe me hahaha... wthhhhhhhh welll then waste mi time to bring that huge black thing hahha seriously.. haha n yea had the ice cream ahhhhh ooooooh mmmmm... it was damn good haha soo rich i swearr ahahaha it hit mi.. ahh wtr lah hahahhah it was jus soo good hahhaha.. lol i realised a good blog is a crude blog hahaha orgasms the word hahaha... lol it makes pple go ewww haha but its exagerated lah hahaha.... how i noe how that feels hahaha... ok lah thats all...
well then tata.. haha..
p.s bloody helll she mother tooot lah mi skirt whre got short h aha mi lil finger touching mi wtr thats called is it a knee well its still 5 cm..-.- haha or maybe itsmi finger thats long hahhahaha .. o rmaybe she cari pasal hahaha kurennggg ajar.. slap her lah hahaha..lol how i like skool with little pple n very few teachers like tutor kinda thing like that holidays mann its more condusive seriously.. hahhah.. k bye..

2007-06-23T06:32:00.000-07:00

well then went to eat dosai yesterdayy... lol i hate little india lol but was bored soo y n ot hahaha... i craved for it anyway. hahaha well then lol i realised indians are damn chikopek hhahahahaha peeweet hahahahaha lol stupid lah haahha n i need to noe how to put a sombong face hahah like to ignore mi sis can hahah but i cant i luffed hahahaha... tried to bite mi lip hahaha lol but the thing it i was wearing mi green baju haha covered well mi body lah with that jeans hahaha normal casual wear kinda thing lol like that oso can ... bastards... wwell then todai went to kenduri.. hhaha sembahyang ahh.. alamak hahaha.. at masjid n wow hamdan became soo hot... lol hahahah girls will fall in love with him moreeeeeeeee woooh... hahaahha. a playa.. hahaha he soo changed but it doesnt matter to me ahah close cuzzy ... the pple to do dumb stuffs haha n luff at each other hahaha.. the best one to luff at isss.... khalil awww.. hhahaha. cause he not in same school hahaha.. lol n i realsied there is a looser prefect haha arjay hahaha.. he got punched by hussein n complained hahahah pussy nak mampus hahahaha.. lol n yeaa wooohooo another reason to be happy hahahah bought 2 new shoes hahahhahaa.. yea babehh hahahaha have the biggest size hahaha.. lol 3 inches hahhaa lol on top of the world hahhaha.. lol i wore the three inches hahhah that caucassion basatrd stared hahahahha an old guy u noe ee.. hahaha... n frenster is getttin too way disgustin hahahah this 30 yr old guy asked me to go to his condo lol wtr haha i got mi own swimming pool hahaha.. soo wat if u have a condo hahahahah soo wat if ur white hahahah im not a hor hahahah nor a slut oh pleaseee.. hahaha . lol if i wanna be very tall i shall wear heels hahaha.. mi sis got pissed.. n yea hahahah mi sis got her nika baju wahhh arab hahah...
n guess wat hahaha im not goin italy bnut im happy cause im goin capetown hahah gonna smoke shisha wtr it is hahhahah cause mr becks brothers are gonna show me around hahaha woohooo hahaha....one is gatal hahaha veyr handsome lol but a playa lol hahah the more to flirt hahahah... but hell no m i gonna take him seriously ahhah the younger one lol got gf but not handsome lol awww.. well i wanna go bungee jumping woooh highest lol i think i will fly n not fall hhaaha blown by the wind *(superwoman) wooh that is awesome.. hahaha...lol n i read this book first love wahh soo nice though kinda short lah hahahah lol they described the girl naked soo accurately yuckk she is ugly hahah i think hahaha..but its kinda sad lah ah damnn hahahah... lol nowadays im not bothered lah bout guys n all kinda pple (wel chikopek lah ) hahahaha lol as wat the book said... well im not goin to say hahaha .. betta if u read it hahah.. lol n mr beck look like someone i noe lol... n yea hamdan got no gf lah hahaha....n hussein likes to call pple fat bastard hahahha lol he oso fat wat haha but cute haha.. hamdan cuter hahah hamdan is red... haha..
k bye

2007-06-21T06:24:00.000-07:00

ohh well alot i have not updated about goin orchard n alll . with mi babe shamira welll yea that was fun lah hahhaha though we bought nothing cause got no money damn it lah hahahaha well thenn then afterwardssss went sutinis house wahh her sound system oso loud lol im not the onli one that blasts music hahahah... n sing haahha...
lol then sutini went mi house n alll...lol some guy got on mi nerve such a stupid guy .... dun he dare screw mi fren that told me she onli wants to use him n not treat him seriously.. lol i hope she kept to her words...na na na hey hey gooodbye...
well a hitn dun mess with meee... wen im in mi bitch moood y cause i will blurt out everythingg that will make u hate me... lol i wonder y u ever did menggilakan him .. its jus stupidd...but everyone malas nak layan u n tok to u.. soo malas... not worth mi time.. well then other than that i like crude songs hahaha sooo fun to listen too ahha cause they always make it catchy hahaha... lol n by the way fuck u lahh go n screw ur mum lahh...

2007-06-13T04:56:00.000-07:00

lol todai went to athirahs house fun n all hahahah
tried odress a little bit alim.. hahaah
aki is more intimidated by mi legs soo i wore jeans instead...
well then watched the gods are crazy 2 hahhahahhaa...
stupid lah the bushmen hahaha thot the war was a game hahahaha...
in part one.. he said the coke bottle was evil n wanted to throw it at the end of the world.... lol in the end got shot cause he ran wen the police shot in the air n he thot it was a thunder hahaha..
lol n he made those popping noises hahah irritating hahaha..
well then then we karaoke hahahhaahaah fun lahh penuh semangat tau hahahaha..
well idun think the microphone was working alli cold do was funny actions hahahahahha
im sorri athirah i made u feel like the maid hahahahaaa
hu ask u to wear like that hahahahahah
welll then the pple that like to stare are dogs -.-
but that dog gave me afriendly stare
lorry drivers
malaysia lorry drivers are whacko they horn -.- they think this is malaysia -.-
chikoopeksss....
welli fell in love with imbaland n jon bon jovi lately hahahaha
if u dunnoe wat u should say baby jus blablabalbalabala...
i wanna make a memoryy.......
wooooh ok then byebye

2007-06-07T04:21:00.001-07:00

oooh i love kelly rowlands new song.. hahah like this.. not bad haha though got that indian ring a ching thingy hahah but niceeeeeeee hahahahaha..... lol for the song look at mi frenster .. see i told y'all i was gonna bump?? like thiss ..
hmm well todai again did maths skip science waste time ahahahah that teacher realli hates me hahahhah... soo yeaaaaaa
asong to get is im a flirt..
2) CRAIG DAVID - 7 DAYS
3)PARTY LIKE A ROCKSTAR
3) KELLY ROWLANDFT.(EVE) - LIKE THIS
4)BUY U A DRINK
5)R.KELLY FT USHER- SAME GIRL
lol i need more of the new songs got alot sehh ..
lol todai saw a balddd mama yuck hahahha.... athirah got turned on n then luff... hahahaha........

2007-06-06T18:23:00.000-07:00

lol yesterday made mrs jonoh screammmmm... ahahhaaah mi paintttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt hhahahahaa..... ehhh that red p aint wasnt close very tightly cause of course the person with no strenght last used it lahh... i wonder hu lahhh.. well i noe hu but im not gonna telll u.. haha.. well then yea it spilled well it slipped cause it was heavy u noe .. seriouss... hehehe..... but was fun though a break from painting all i wanted to do was too repaint over the messed up part.. hmm yea......... damnn goin to school again damn bored lahh.. such a bore lahh... buttttt i should have mi own motivation for maths hehehe.. love maths haaha anything to do with maths i htink i noe how to doo.. i think... if i dunnoe thenn i ask lahh... unlike the other subjects it relies on u memorising.... maths not much memory work its getting used to it i guess.. n i realise something im not much of a poetic person heeheh.. im more of a nerd... -.- even mi art work says sooo... genes n all that hhaahah yea im a nerd hahaa.. then again maybe i think in a structured way.... n a flowing wayyy... kinda thing... if u get wat i mean.. hmmm mn yea woooooooooohhh siala got hot guy in the bus could tell he was a flirt n sombong ass.. cause he is too exotic with blue eyes n is a model -.- duh... flirt haha.. with 2 hot girls hahaha one like alien the other one love her hair like wats that girl name ahh.. mi fren buti fgt her name hahah oso very prety ahh dunnoe lah.. i think if i have that kinda h air i will look .like a merlion cause mi face small hahaha......... hmmm yea went to eat. n alll fun all n did art n all n yea thats it..

lol

2007-06-05T06:41:00.000-07:00

woooh todai started painting well its a pain stacking sloww process blooody hell n can u imagine with mrs jonohs voice behind sialaaaaaa..... hurrryy hurryyy to the batik ple goshhhhh like army camp i tell u siala... hahahah... lagi baik iaku pakai mp3 sehhh. heh.... baru ku tau.. buat bodoh but her voice still too loud -.- ...
lol n yea goshh hate that trainee teacher haha bitchy witchh hahahaha ... asss lahh. haha.. well hmm golin prom hmm wat too wearrr haha imstill thinking well i guess wen i go shopping then i will noe huh i dun think its that hard to find a dress rite ?? hnmmm maybe it is ohh yeaa got the vintage dressess n clothes at vivo maybe i go there hehehehe....
ok then i gtg byebye shit mumsu home well thennnnnnn soo mm gonna snooooooooooozeeeeeeee....

2007-06-01T22:43:00.000-07:00

lol how whack is this
mi sis n mum came back from cape town at 6 plus pluss... woke me upp assesss saturday u noeee.... -.- hu the hell wakes up soo early...
asss nnn this is wat mi sis says ohh come come i show uu something......
n there was a pict of her n a guy. well he looks italiann...... butt he is a german muslim -.- lol theres such a thing living in africa.. woooooo..... soo i said wahh lahh.. thenn she said he is coming to singapore to ask for her hand from mi dad.. watt!!!!!! he wanna marry her... watt!! after 2 weeekss wat whack stuff did she do there with mi mum... huh huh sialahhhhhh.......... nnnnn woahh apparently things there are incredibly cheap woooohh hahhahaha she bought 2 bottles of wine dunnoe for waatttt oso -.- but cheapp soo ok -.- hahahha.. kkk still thats a little shocking im barely awakee n thats wat u tell meee ur gonnna marry a guy that guy!!!! -.- after 2 weeekss hmmm rite.. hmmm u seem serious soo hmmmm i shall think about it.. -.- -.- -.- welll the africana language is cool n crude hahahha i likeeeee hahahha.........

2007-05-31T07:08:00.000-07:00

ooo.. sarina has gotten sooo much fatter.. hhaha compared to 5 yrs ago.. well she didnt grow much taller though mann shes onli 5 .5 feet i think.. lol poor her.. she mus be a study freak in america.. yea to get jobs there are hard... farah is the older sis but she seems like the smaller sis i think thats cause farah is the outgoing n loud one while sarini is the more rexerve one. hahahaa..
mann grandma force fed mee.. -.- i think i ate 1 whole chickenn.. well i shall believe in this theory ..... the more nice chicken u eat the nicer the chicken ur gonna get hooked to... heh yea haha.. hmm......
n i realised i shall not compare miself to others it onli brings mi self esteem down -.- pple seem to be bigger than me -.- the assessss n all.. lol but the models all seem to be as skinny as me hahah jus tall..... well well..mum n sis are still in capetown.. female deprived.. -.- such a bore... -.- no shopping u noee -.-
lol mitch has the nicest goodbyes hahaha
well anyways recentlyy i have an average of 6 mosquitoe bites.. including on mi ass which was a huge onee... apparently mi blood is like damnn sweet .. f those mosquitoes......... n apparently they bite me wen im on the couchh asssses...
it was a fat onee asss mosquitoe...
well thenn gtg biebie

2007-05-30T19:41:00.000-07:00

lol todai woke up freaking grumpy jus to et a freaking paint takes u such a long timee hahahaha..
nnnnnn yay!!!!! mi aunt n cuzzy sarini from houston is here.. yayyy...ahhaha.. its not like i getta go clubbbing with them -.- asss... school schooll.. boree.....i hate it wen problem arises in school... i hate it alot.... but i guess problems get us closer somehow... ok shit gotta go now ltr gonna paint wooohooo.. i think its a woohoo...wwell thengota go bathe byebye

2007-05-26T06:13:00.000-07:00

i bleed it out dig it deeper jus to throw it away!!!!
wooh i loveee this song woooooooooh
mi new love hahaha..
if they had this song last time man it would have meant much more hehehe..
well yeah todai bought that freaking malay dict.
hmm lemme put the words i noe..
syak wasangka - rasa khuatir
bermaharajalela - semakin menjadi- jadi
hakikat - kebenaran
abaikan - ignore
sillaturrahim- pengeratan hubungan
n alot more lah hehehhe
i soo needa get b4 man at least mann
oh come onnnnnnn
lol one more day .. to mt o levelss wonder how im gonna fair in this one
at least make the topic about parentss plsssssssss........... prayy harddd mann hahahha
ok lah gtg biebie

2007-05-25T06:48:00.000-07:00

ohhhh went swimming hahhahaa sialah damnn nice man hahahha got nobody except me hahaha mi father didnt allow me to go swmming alone at nite soo mi maid accompany me hhahha.. its nice to gaze at the stars when ur bouyant above the water woooh its like ur freeee u noee... wooo love that feeeling hahha
well last 2 days went to art museum nice place haahaha i knew that a rock can symbolise the earth -.- a tissue ppr can be the cloudss woooh hahhaah n a plastidc bag can be the ozone layer
wowwwww....... -.-
well then i dunnoe bout the inspiration part but some paintings are nice hahah...
hmm went spize.. lol the whole time sutinis vocab was extended to fat . lol . lol...
thats the time wen i buat bodoh hahhhaa
alahtodai got back result slip haizz depressing thing n i realised im not gonna let it continue n thisis y im gonna memoriseee eveyr singlecompo in the world whoopeeee hehehehe.. well its hard but i shalll try
lol n yea i took this test n lol imscared of relationships hahahhahaa... i think its true hahahaha.... it restrictsmefrom flirting hehehhehe...

2007-05-18T09:15:00.001-07:00

well here are the picts of deary jonathan as promised awwwww sooo cute hahaha his nicknames well alot haha pantat,nemo,n i dunnoe wat hahah love his language hahah yayaaya..mamamma.mmmmmmmm..hahahah mi sis carried him haha he digged his hands in the middle of her toooooot hahaha sooo cute haha for warmth lah hahaha... he looks sooo like his mother gosh soo pretty haaha..... its a male by the way haha...

2007-05-18T08:49:00.000-07:00

todai was an eventful day

morning was 2.4 hahah peice of shit lah hahahh dennis lah said that the gate was locked hhaha in the end had to run 5 rounds wah lauuu ehh haahaha still got gold soo dun matter

hmmmmm then nothing much n.e quiz haha lame lahh hahahah

lol then went to bedok bought bubble tea hahaha was damn sticky hahah mandi lah hahhaha

onli solution haha damn shiok sial hahahaha

bought sushi hahaha happy happy

hahah attracted wrong attention ohhhhhhh apek cari pasal ehhhhhhhh...........

tapi ku tak layan hahaha..

tak kuasa.tak mampu, rasa geli.. eeee...

sooo now i like ay chico wooooot hahah raggae hahaha

love love ccan dance lah hahahha

power got commended for mi singing hahah thank you

hahah cant believe almas todl that maths teacher of 4c that she loves me hahhaa

n that mama girl gosh poser get ur own style woman....hahah well this were some picts of us making out hahahah

this was the beginning oif the end of it all

in the midst of the moment

oooooooooooooooh.. hhahahaha burningg baby.. hahaha

soo thats most of the story of ay chico n ay cheeky !!! =D aahaahha

2007-05-15T05:16:00.000-07:00

lol todais art was funny ahhaha even though it was filled with nagging nn yea y does msr jonoh think im a doll?? long leg doll -.- well anyways hahahha she saidd if u kiss a guy it should nvr be a peck but a smooooooooooooooch hahhahahahhaha wthhhhhh... hahahhaha she canbecome 1 heck of an actress hahahha.. wah lau she tok sooo much can die lah hahahha... well hahah todai mt drill well not soo bad quite a bore hahah soo i entertained miself with the putty eraser -.- lol stress relieverrrr hahahaa wah lau cikgu hamzah says i tak faham melayu langsung but im not dumb hahaha -.-
sialahhhhhhh.. hahha he picks on the one he noes -.- asssssssss... haahhaha but fun hahaha had soo many breaks hahahahah thats the wayyyyyy hahaha...

2007-05-14T05:09:00.000-07:00

omg...... ahahha this song is soooo ahhhh.... no as in soft ahh.. yea yea.. hahahha i love baby face hhahaha he should love again cause i have fallen in love with him hhhahaha ooooooooo he is damn sad lah hahahah how i wish i can go there n give him a kiss lah muahhhhhhhhhx hahahha omgg hahahaha poorr him hahaha..
lol this is gonna be the onli black that i like ( ehhh eee maybe not him)lol nice voice but not realli a baby face -.- hahaha i think usher mmmmm nnn neyo mmm yea r more of hte baby face category haha... sexy voiceeeeee oooooo...
well there are oso other songs that i like hahah mi fren intro me to this song hahha..
well groove jet, murder on the dancefloor, hmmmarctic monkeys!! haha i think they are soo cute haha...

2007-05-14T02:05:00.000-07:00

hahahha! todai i found out mi fan club is still on hahaha... lol this stime the choir girls hahah apparently one girl cut the same hairstyle ??!?!? hahah dunnoe for wat lol i didnt like mi mangkuk hair lahh! -.- well anyway she likes it hahaha n another girl has mi same bag that i wore last time bloody hell i baought that from australia bloody hell -.- heyy originality please pple -.- hahahah i forgot (n didnt bother to go to ) for choir on friday . well how was i supposed to noe huh it was like 2 weeks after notice huh?!? well then hahaha every girl asked where the hell i was like HELLO!! got 29 more hu didnt come huh y dun u ask bout yz huh aint she pretty *gross* hahah.. lol in the morning haha i was running away from lesbo girl man she is small but holy toooooooooot. hahahah she is mi worst fear hhahah had to find possible places to hide hahaha.. soo yea went to visit almas.(lol thanks babe for replacing mi presents though im irreplaceable =D with them haha) hahha... its kinda weird having girls saying im prettyy hahha n guys not(well got some lah) but they are obsessed hint im onli a fren kina girl.. then again as wat almas saidd the more u look like a guy the more guys will liike u ... -.- okkkk.... n no ball guy said he scared of our stare haha padan muka dia ingat cantik bangat mampus.... vain nak mampus eeeeeee..... goshh. dream on.. aahahha
well todai luffed up to down whole day haha sutini lah hahhahah made me luff hahah n art room is filled wiht crude stuff that traumatized me todai hahah (sutinis fault again) hahahaha they covered the part for a reason then again we are ccurious pple hahhaha mannnn that thing looked damn real hahaha n yuckkkkkk -.- it wasnt the boobs lah ahhaha that one primary school kid then will be traumatized -.- lol yuckkkkk.. ahahha well despite studying i was sway.. damn sway sehh...
1)english lesson was fun haha farid couldnt pronounce curious hahaahaha uious hahah i think thats how he pronounced it ahahah it was cuteeeeee hahahaha
2)geography damn lame sehhh wah lauuu 24.5/50 wah lau fucking hell give a lil chance lah o.5 but still mi father will nag for 1 week for jus passing n there goes the lecture bout me not being successful n crap crap stuff lol longggg story..
3) emaths lol ppr 1 was a dread -.- i flunged it but ppr 2 was easier lol weird me but yea.. hahha in the end i passed 54.. .-
4) lol i thot i was screwed for mt but not at all =D lol cikgu onli forced me to sit infront for mt drill tomorrow -.- wah lauu ehhh -.- i noe mi mt week thats y im gonna memorise the essays -.- thats mi onli hope im clinging too.. (life is nothing without hardwork)
lol bio dun say lah well then jus an ordinary day for me nothing that good n nothing bad.. soo with that
tata babe............ =D

2007-05-13T05:57:00.000-07:00

oooooooh.. happy mothers day y'all hahha well todai was an ok average day hahaha
went to killl miself in ramen ten wooooooh.. hahah i had mi originalllll... super spicy ramen blood hell it was damn hot hahah love the feeling hahahah menderita mi mum said but hahah i enjoyed it (tom me life is nothing without spice i swear pple that cant eat spicy food are missing out man)... lol nnn mi fathers one was whacko hahahah his was a beef something that u have to slow cook hahaha they gave u with the bunsen burner hahaha soo whacko hahah the beef was raw haha like mr bean that raw beef thinmgyhaha but it was in a soup hahain ppr basket hahah beingslow cooked haahah mi father told theperson itsppr -.-well duhhhhh its not gonna burn itt-.- lol but the beef was damn tender wen cooked hahaha/... i think i finished 2bottles of esprit passion fruit man after eating mine woooooh hahaha.... well then , mi bro introduced me to fri mars bars ice cream mmmmmm.. bloody nice mmmmm. hahhaha well it was ice cream with 5 balls friedballs inside is the mars chocolate wooooh it melts in urmouthhahah onli 3.50 mmmm..... should have bought more of it now im craving for it hahah..
hmmm welll went roller blading hahah mums dun like the beach much i realised -.- they like goihn out to eat basically..ahha some mums like staying home ,somemum like goin out n do dunnoewat by themselves n leave their childrens behind ohhhh go with their hubby hahaaha im sure that would be nice haha... hmmm well then went rolelr blading n swimming hahahah...n lol i went shoopiingg for a new gucci bag oooh hahaha mi sis lah haha i went to search onli haha i love the prada one lol expensive taste...=D .... well tomorow is gonna be such a bore gosh such a long day... well then gtg memorise themalay compo.. -.-well then biebie

2007-05-11T07:43:00.000-07:00

well about todai....
hmmm was out the whole day well from morning went to sgh mannnn....
it was like a whole new world there... i swear it wasfilled with soo manyyyyyyyyyyyyyy patients from cancerrr eye patients
heart patients omggggg got soo many typesss.. gosh it scares me ..........
well followed mi sis go to eye centre lol she went lasic for both eyes wah lau 3000 pple... seee we mus study hard be a nerd noww n then be a heck of a cool dude wen u grow up hahaha.. i shall try to do soo
i have given up hope formalay soo i shall concentrate for the rest..
n well hadlunch appointment with mi mum at tanjong pagaroffice place
sooo crowded lahhhhhhh............ -.-
lol her boss says we dressed like super stars hahaha well i was wearing mi shades woooh hahah expensive babe.. nnn
a 2 carat diamond ring =D duhhhhhhhhh
haaahaha
of course hahhah
wellafter eating wen to mi sis frens house wow....... malays that marry caucassians sure are not shy i swear.........
liil jonathan is still such a darling ahahah his muum call him apek hahah nemo hhahaha or pantat hahaha
sucha cute kid hahaha
met his father hahah their house is nice too hahahha collective stufffs from all over the world
mannn his father is like yao ming hahahjah i swear hahaha 2.1 meters plus plus hahah biggest feet i've seen im jus at his chest
... woooooooh hahaha..well bout their house i like the head dress from brazil wow lovely green feathers n sequence.... lovelyyyyyy..... wooh hahaha love his bedhaha soo cute mini master bad ahaha sooo cute
hahahhaa.. well hten that about it wen tampines for tuition soo jonoh n others hahaha.. n thats all notmany recognised me hahaha acasue of wati wore i looked more mature
ahahaha

2007-05-10T06:16:00.000-07:00

oooh recently searched through frenster hahah then this person called martin hu the hell is he? i dunnoe

hahahaha jus found his fotos amusing

hahahaha presenting mi beloved most loved teacher hahaha..

i bullied him pretty much hahahaha..........

lol wtf is he doin hahahaha... soo cute hahaha

oooooh his modelicious pose. ahahaa

soo cute hahhaa. im soo turned on hahaha..

lol his spectacle pose hahhahaah

man he is damn energetic wen he teaches hahaa

the sad thing is hahahah the whole class doesnt learn a thing wen he teaches hahaahha... lol for 1 whole yr hahaha english was like a free period ahahaha..

welll that was me last time

now im damn serious hahahha i think soo

well i mus be hahah... soo cute haahahha

english head hahah dun pray pray lah hahahha

dun even noe how to pronounce r n l hahahhh hahah..

N yea haha if a teacher sees this well i didnt take ittt not me innocent here hahaha

well then its martin boy in frenster hahaha..

soo i innocent........ hahahah jus putting it in mi post as it is a part of mi life...

n yea its none of ur business either.. mi private life mi problem -.-

2007-05-09T00:52:00.000-07:00

told u i'll be here foreva......
now that its raining more than eva..
u can stand under mi umbrella..
ella ella eh eh eh eh..................
its raining raining oooh baby
yeaap its raining todai
hahahahha man this song is addictive n irritating
ahahaha
welll screwed a maths hahahah soo sleepy couldnt think soo i put on a pissed off face to everybody hgahahahaha
i have not slpet well for like one weeek
sooo i think i shall hibernate after mi exams hahaha
n yea mothers dayyyyyy is coming
FOR REAL THIS TIME!!
bodoh last time follow u.k one
oh well then tomorrows ppr are ppr 1s wooooooot
hahahaha
happy happy last ppr
aahahhaah
k then bye

2007-05-04T07:00:00.000-07:00

oh well.........
dammnn this mid yr is a disaster..hahha i have nvr studied soo much before soo last minute yeap yeap
hahaha darnnnnnnnnn......
hahhahahaa i think i wont like it wen the mid yr is over.. arghh
parent teacher meet. mi greatest fear soo far
due to the loadsssssssssss of naggggggginggggg........... that mi father gives u noe i would prefer a slap cause its jus for the moment seriously hahahahha
its not that painful too hahahaha used to it well then i knew i definitely screwed up mi malay.. arghhh didnt know wat sebaya means -.- asssssssss question...
lol n bio hmmmmmmmmm. i dunnoe wat to say bout that ppr speechles........
hmm i betta not screw physics hhhaa its a signn.......
n yea next geog n e maths ppr 2 -.- gosh i mus get incredibly hugh for that ppr -.-
fucking thing......
mmmmmm yea haaha
amaths most question were familiar haha cause in that 5 hours of revising ahahaha
i did the same questions hahaahha
well some i left blank
casue i seriously didnt noe how to do n waste mi time to learn differentiation -.-
complate waste of mi time haha that meansss in ppr got alotta differentiation
-.- shitttttttttt ...
oh well go back to revisingg inputs outputs
intensive extensive farming.
multi cropping
monoculture
ehhhh i remember hahahaha
not bad
ahhaha
kkk... bie

2007-05-02T08:05:00.000-07:00

ooooh..................
welll love this song thot i share it...
cause i dun believe in u anymore anymore..............

=D it makes a difference to try...

2007-05-02T07:37:00.000-07:00

lol jus received a whole bunch of crapp

welll lemme see todais ppr.. ahhh not soo bad lah

hahah maths abit worried lah

hahahaa n blody hell i lost mi notessssssssssss =((((((((((

-.-" out of all times

that chpt is the easiest chpt for me

n i lost it

bloody hell!!!!!

f78942854king hell!!!!!

ahhhhhh!!!

panic situation its at nite im not in the mood to study i wanna sleeppppp

butt butt wait i got malay

yea malay i should study for that tooo

oh no... im screweddddddddddddddd -.-

well yea............. another thing its sad to noe that m***** cant move on -.- haiz......

no matter watt money dun buy love...

1) boasting of wat super stuff u can dooo onli pisses me offf.......

2) toking too much n forcing me to write u a testi pisses me off tooo..........

3) i dunnoe u.. -.-

i realised something i needa mannnnnnnnnnnn...........

yea ahahhaha.a.

n haha athirah sooo subutex*** special code hahahahhaa her special code lah hahahahha

at mcd hahaahha..

wahhh eye to eye contact babe hahahahha

he mus have blew her away

ahaha damn i should have been there

but than again i htink im loosing mi voiceeeeeeeeeeeeeee =( again mann again

its like the 5 time i dun tok much onli at home i tok to miself explain stuff to miself

lol. mi father tot i was toking on the fon hahahaha wen i was learning bout the eye cunjunctiva wtr.... iris wtr.......

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh too many stuffs in mi head it hurtss mi brain arghhh.

stupid learning fiesta lahh waste mi time -.-

should have studied

n yea i think its unfair that they based the e maths ppr 1 on a boook in the o levels they wont base it on a boook -.- all kinda question will come out.... -.-

lol those hu practised it are at an advantage y they are the samee literally -.-

i close one eye oso can do -.-

i do chung cheng high n 3 other schools ppr sooo much betta -.-

lol left mi e maths book haizz.... soo careless ihsans fault lah ask me to settle the photograph stuff.... -.- the paper was like torn. it was like it was meant to be burnt as hell notes. -.-

lol ohhhhhhh todais fav. songg iss angel eyes !!!!!! woooh byyyyy raghav ooooh i like his songs got an interesting beat rather from mi normal songs its a fresh beat hahaha i used to listen to no no by him but it was kinda like a loosers song soooo wasnt realli bothered noww still searching for bad bad bad...

hahahahaah cheeky asssssssss........

errr.. i wonder how i get pple horny hahahahha it still bugs mee but oh well erase it outta mi mind hahahhahaha even if its horny stuf i shall say it in malay... woooh is amat muhal(impossible)

hahahahahha

incase it comes out

hahahah

oh welll then nitey nitez!!! muakkies

2007-04-27T00:54:00.000-07:00

What a great start to the examssss.........................
-.-
welllllllllllllllll......................................................
i sit in the halll..
the fans beside me
blowing me away
-.-
the pprs slap mi face
hahaha
n im like ohh fuck
ahh anxiety through mee n all that crap
ohhhhhhhh welll hahahah
it was okkk i gues
hahahaha first time i see canteennn bloody packed
nnnnnn........
oral was crap lahhhhhhhhhh
haiz......
stupid topic
how u expect us to noe bout that
-.-
like we should noe about family planning
-.-
crapoooooooo.............
lol johnsons mad at meee =(
sorri lahhhhhh.......
n yea thats allll
hahaah boring dayyy
ohh ya shirt colour selection n design has beeen made official
wooooot
ahahaa
ok thennn gtg snooozee byeeeeeeeeee tataz

2007-04-24T06:00:00.000-07:00

lol this is whack .... hahaha i realised hahaha boys hu call each other brothers doo tok bad bout each other hahahaahha
wtff ahaha brother hoood heh..
ahhaah crapp hahaha no brains.. pple.
welll thennnn
hahaah realised drunkard mama apparently ends every sentence like fuck
lol get drunk hu cares hahah u will have a painful deathh....
none of mi concernn..
n yea the other mam think i like such pple -.-
welll wtrr dun be a poserr... -.- seriouslyy
hahahaaha........
nnnn too white chocolate..
hahahah
i cant wait to fall in love with u
u cant wait to fall in love with me
this jus cant be summer love u see.........
=D
ooooooooooo.. yea baby
ahhaaaha
ohhh heck it haahaahahaahha
love ya!!!

2007-04-23T03:47:00.000-07:00

lol i got this soft spot where mi heart used to bee.......
ohhh ohh songs that i like noww....
would bee
avril lavigne - innocence
hillary duff - with love
neyo - sexy love
neyo - because of you.. well got loads more i think
cupid chokehold tooo
hahahah n gold lions haahha
nice song..
welll then lemme startttt from i dunnoe wen its been a long time hahaha
on saturday ewnt out with tootsie hahah great dayyy........
hahaha
went to eat at pastamania. haahaha
then at the bus yeaap
hahhaha
sooo thenn todai woooooot someone fainted.. hahhaah
arnold hhahhahh the teacher n ali slow reaction hahhaha all jus stare
hahaha bodohhhhhhhhh
hahhahaha
tot it was fake -.-
hhhahahahahahah
asss teachers not all are bad.. -.- we aare good pple..
those hu do such prankss areeeee the seniors
ahhahahah welll then wow its kinda amazing how smart his frens realli are he fainted n they stared -.-
n stared n stared -.-
pooor boy i fonli had fainted haahahah damn that will be fun hhahha
be sure to starve miself before coming to schoool
then i can faint wooooooooooot
hahahaha
wellll then the rest of the day was fucked up as usuall....
n sutini was mooodyyy............. -.-
i find it weird tooo actuallyyybe saddd wen the other party doesnt even noe....
soo i've learnt to have pride.. =D
since the person dunnoeeee then y shall i be sad its dumb to be sad for such reasons not worth ur time babe...... =D cheeerios...

welll almas n sarah fell sickk hahha
bio test lame fuck... didnt noe a thing well i didnt even noe theres a test yyy wen i ask pple,
pple purposely dun wanna answer... -.-
lol u can never avoid a person forevaa.... that i noe very welll =D

other than that.........................
art wooh finally mi layout is niceee =D
yeap yeap hahahhahaha
i can breatheeeeeeee. hahaha though it was a complete bore haha i realised that layout ahah i had soo much fun doing -.- hahahah
art is fun not a chore ahah that i realsied tooo
soo is studyiingg
lemme psych miself for that
though i havent touch much for mi mid year that im sure dead -.-
goshhh art is a distraction -.-
ok lahhhhhh.....................
hahahahhah monday blues is over
hahahh prepared for the longest day of mi lifeeeeeeeee on tuesday damn damn damn..............
-.-
i love mi bitch i love mi girl.. yeap yeap hahahahah.. say that hhhahahaah..

2007-04-17T05:34:00.000-07:00

Lol Circle.Circle.Dot.Dot.

I got my Cooly Shot

U think That Girl is Hot

I Think I'd Rather Not..

ahaa ok...

I'd Fuck Her Anyway..

hahhahaha..........

mi fav song of the day.. wel the song is lameee........

but addicted hahahhaa

ohhhhhhhhhhh hahahah that pict from yesterday hahahhaha

choir at victoria concert hall........

i was looking at the incredibly rich pple hu go to club during the weekday in the morning -.-

hu goes at such a time well rich business mann............ -.-

mostly indianss -.-

rich rich indianss..... ahahh

forget it

ahhahaha

wellllllllll then todai oso was nice

it started as a sleepy boring dayyyyyyyyyyy goshhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

the unstructor is foreva infront of me

got small tooot

couldnt help itt

right infront of mee

hhhaha

yuckkkkkkkkkkkkk.........................................

sutini lah influence me hhahaha

no choice ehh..

hahaha

well he bloody hell kept picking on me hhahahh

blame almas for the place

aaahhaa

n afternoon woke me up

hahahhahahaha

noo art babehh.. haahah

yeap yeap hahha n i realised i finsihed drawign block damn damn gotta go bbuy hhahha

damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

went kfc with tootsie =D

2007-04-13T01:32:00.000-07:00

todai!! was a whacko day hahaaha
welll n where'd you gooooooooo i missed u sooooooooooo............
well yeah. hehehehe.....
n ok soo most of the whacko stuffs happened in the afternoon todai was such a waste no 2.4 -.-
asssholeeeeeeeee..............
played frisbeee.... n almas sat with me cause she said she doent find the point o f running n dun noe how to play the game neither can she catch it..... hahahhaahahaa ...... lol soo she sat down with mee n i realised mi team was damn short handed soo i played with an injured feet... soo i didnt run since i was tall.. i smacked everything down hahahhahathats the wayy hahhaha
couldnt be bothered lol n thennn yi leii stepped on mi fooot but didnt tell her she did sooooooo........... -.- soo yea whooopee it got worst hahhahaha
lol n during recess time i thank godddddddddddddd i didnt sit first hahaha.... cause zubaidah came suddenly hahhhaa... lol she gave me a gift .. -.- soo called she dun wanna do she giev me to do -.-
n soo i went round but no one wants to go to a stupid investiture yea its stupid lahh hahahah
until i saw this prefect crying went to her n ask if she wanna go den she said she wanted after the bio test iwhich i copied everything hahahaah from the answer script didnt realli care -.-
lol n after thatttttttttttt went to see zubby nn damn ms looo pang sehh say i lost mi booklet irresponsible blabalbla hahaha like i give a damnnnnnnnnn......... -.- ms zubaidah oso didnt hear hahaha
soooo welll i passed her she asked me to find toootsie heheheheeh =D
buttt he wasnt around hahaha n farhana was soooooooooooooooooooo sad n pissed hahahahhaha
soo i was forced to calll tootsieeeeeeeee -.- i was hoping for him to pick up skali!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
his mum picked up omg.............................. omg.......... soooo i asked if seans there n damnn she has a slang hahhaa. n i couldnt hear half the stuff she was saying she asked me tons of irrelevent question -.- how i noe him hahah wthhhhhhhhhhhhhhh asked for mi name once she noe mi name there was silence -.- lol then asked wat message then i said no message then she asked y lol i didnt bother to answer hahah i pretended i didnt hear........... nightmare of the day man hahahaa
i will nvr call the house again ahahahha... phobiaaaaaaaaaa............... hhahahhahaha
lol i like her slang nn boy she has a quite seductive voice heloooooooo........ hahhahahahah
ok i wonder how she looks like hahah
n yea mr hamzah says i shouldnt wear shorts hahahaha in his class hahaha
wthhhhhh lah he
hahhaaaa

2007-04-08T05:43:00.000-07:00

lol i jus listened to the mika - love today songg......
hahaha pretty gay but damnnn its catchyy haahaha.. i like haaha
it made me happy hahahah the bore from studying geog. is catching up..
Everybody's gonna love todai gonna love todai gonna love todai....
well nehh not reali.. todai was a bore.. actually....
nothin on tv.
watching boring mythbusters.. n damnnnnnnnnn... wat the hell is wrong with mi laptop it keeps on automatically shutting down
n damnnnnnnnnn mi sis passed her flu to me......
im sneezing n sneezing the whole day..
but sutini says its a good thing that means somebody is thinking of me =D
i wonder huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu... hahah
well i think i will change mi blog song i think i willl put jiwang songs on mi blog
not new songs.. cause new songs got no impact...
oh welllllll love this song cause it took me a long time to find it.......
-.- i finally found it!! applauseeeeee.....

2007-04-07T07:58:00.000-07:00

lol jus finish watching a sad sad sad sad show....... mandy moore i think
love takes alotof patience
its ttrust n kindness... blehxx.
n its not about jealousy...
n blablabalbala
soo long but sooo touching
hahaaha....
wellllll yea sooo now i wan the song hehehhe...
well happy day i guessss......
though its saturday means 1 more day to monday -.- yyyyyyy......sooooo fastt...
im in troublee
n yeah i gotta study geog sighhh.. darn geog.. sooooo many words
well yea soo todais fav. songgggg is by jennifer hudgens =crush
i finally found the song mannn
n goshh p.diddy is soooo hitam..
like terbakar sehhhhh.. n his eyes are werid he aint hot no wonder lah he oways wear hgue shades
-.-
cheyyyy.......
well todai after eatingg for 1 whole day wooooooot i cant sleeeeeeeeeepppppp
i cant sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepppppppp!!!!!!!!
well i didnt have dinner
i had marshmallows for dinner
wow hyatt foood is damn nice
tmorrows mi bnros bday!!!
HAPPPY BIRTHDAY IMRAN!!!!!!
21 means got freedom got wat freedom idunnoe....
nn todai on the news it said that no video on thai king... lol he nvr smile..
well thennnnnn...... time flies. damnnnn...damnnnnnnn...
haizznot looking forward to schoool
mi fathers gonna wawtch the race tomorrow.. wooooot wooooot wish i could be there......... =(
soooo sad.. haiz......
well nvmm thennnnnnn mitran got back n willlgiveme the kangarooo..... wooot
he betta pass it to salwin asap.....hahaah
i wannna see mannnn
ok lahi gtg bieeeeeee!!!!!!! sleeep titez.......
Love Me or Hate Me

2007-04-06T03:35:00.000-07:00

ohhhhhh ohhhhh welll.. y are our plans oways not fulfilled huh huh huh after anticipating this dayyyyyyy.... for a longggg timee... wooooooooot

they finally cancelled it.. cause arini couldnt make it.

poooooor sutini cant celebrate her bday todai...

but not to worriiii....

still got learning fiesta dayyyyy woooot wooooooot

after that we go SPIZE lahh!!!!

yay!!!

well thennnn.........

after that whole day was boredd.. damnn boring day.. jus studied geog........ tried too at least. lol

blooody lot lah that wksht..

n art tooooooooooooo........

n ttoooo someone:

i dun give a damn bout ur eggg.......

cause kinder buenoss taste nicer n will nvr breakkkk for life.. hehehehe..

its swee, chocolaty n inside is 1 heck of a surpriseeee........ wooooooot.......

it was a train... i ate it instead woooooot.... mmm.. it sure has been a long time since i have seen that egg....

well thenn.. other than that i ate the whole dayy...

3 bbq chicken wings..

4 otak-otak ++++

1 potato i dunnoe wat.... like bbq oso.....

mmmm ohh yea bbq sambal stingray mmmmmmmm..........

nn satay

n chocolates +marshamllows

wooooooottt hhahahahha i still feel hungry hahahaahha

k thennnn

n im no longer ignoring u hehehee..

cause i cant be bothered of what pervert isaac newton said.. cause he aint smart..... n has noo chicken........ what a looooooooserrrrrr.....

love me or hate me

2007-04-05T06:48:00.000-07:00

Well then todaiiiiii was a fun day.. i guesssss.......
though i noe im in trouble... stilll i noeee..... its fun.. kinda dumb actually
1st happy thing.....
i got mi class tshirt!!!!!
aha aha its niceee but damn longg it were to wear it with p.e attire it will cover mi ass man.. it will make it seem like im not wearing a short lah
wooooooh....
hahaha.. i think i like..
hahaha..
well cant wait to show it to the schoool.......
2nd happy thing.......
mr hamzah changed mi placeee. yea babeh. woooooooh finally but i sit beside t2 very different people personality wise..... arini draws on her hands.. sarah complained tooo much hahaha
iiiii copied arini answers hahahaha.. yay...not good actually.
well this is not realli a happy thingg....
english lesson mr ghazali thot i was insane
cause i was laughing alot
hahahhahaha cause athirah took mi muffin =( i love that blueberry muffin. sooo softttttt.. mm....
well yea soo we were eating
each time she stuffed it in mi mouth i luffed ahahhaha.. damnnn... mr ghazali jus showed me a fist even though i noe weel enough he will nvr punch meee..... =D
n hell yeah he kept on picking on mee sialahhhh....... wat did i doooo man
soo that made me high......
lastly not a happy thing but i think its a happy thing
goin home time athirah needed her chicken wing
n as we stood up abraham came out
almas sarah n sutini camped in the toiliet.. -.- stupiddddddd.......
athirah n i bodoh as dunnoe wat i should have rememberd the carpark route she wont see us like that.. -.- wasteddddd.....
we went second floor she saw us from the canteen to the second floor.. to the bottom floor from the other sideeeeeee......... n yeahhhh she gave extra naggin to the boy -.- haahha poor boy im in deep shit expecially wen i came late.. -.- she sering nak cari pasal seehhhhh .. siang malam marah jee.. aku kesiankan ibunya... dia pun marah ibunya... eeeeeeeeeeeshhhhhhhhh
hahhahaa......
wellll lastly........... to loook forward toooooooooo.......
Tini Baby's Bday celebration at SPIZE tomorrow... woooooot wooooooot. yay yay yay
looking forward mannnn..... i noe they are gonna dress very coverishly but shahanz will be shahanz her shirts are too short sooo dun blame her =X
hahahahahah... well thennn im sooo gonna have funnn .. yeap yeapp finally i can go out .. after such a long timee.. -.- n be freeeeeeeeeee................................ =D
oh welll
ohh yeahhh fav. song noww.. : tell me n like a boy..
What if I?...
Had a thing on the side?
Made ya cry?
Would the rules change up?..
.Or would they still apply?...
If I played you like a toy?...
Sometimes I wish I did act like a boy
If I played you...
Would yo like that?
Had friends...Would you like that?
never call?Would you like that?
Hell naw
You wouldn't like that
No!
What if I made ya cry!
Would they still apply!
What if I...If I played you like a toy
Sometimes I wish I did act like a boy!

2007-04-03T04:36:00.000-07:00

oooooooooo........ weeeeeeeeee.......
well yesterday was a whacko day... now i got 2 bages!! alamakkk. hhahhahaha
well cant give anybodyyy... causeeee it is wrong..
hheheehhee.. in case i loose the first oneeee.. i wont get mi head chopped.. hehehhe..
wellll todai i borrowed dermawans book for cme. thank god he saved me wooooooooh..
THANK YOU!!!
hahaha...
well thennnn
yea n sooooooooo before recess we had free period n the bloody boys had to go buy food.-.- tell them dun oready still buy.. stubborn like hell..
n sooooooooo mr brgith ( ka jie.......) was eating on the teachers desk.. hahahhahahaha
mr muru saw..... n guess wat he saboed n said whole classs were eating.. -.- watttttt onli i innocent like hell.. say whole class eating..... -.- well anyways...yea soo got 1 heck of a naggin which im tired off.. pretty much tired offff........ see her face damn sian kinda thing. yeaaaaaaaa...
that corner of hers is like a childcare centre.... all got biscuit time lah.. hhahhaha... got time to read poster lah.... -.- dumb ehhhhh.......
well yeahh nigel was funny hahhaha.
he had to change into p.e attire. then into uniform then into p.e attire then into uniforn then into p.e attire then into uniform soooooooo many times hahahhaha.. funny lahhhhh............
hahahha poor guy... but i think he deserved it jus that ms abraham treated him like a kindergarten kid.. hahahah... well girls with wrong attire had to stare at the poster for minutes dumbbb..... she got soooo many fans then complain we use too much electricity
-.- but darn life as a dm... is tough.. every day nag n nag n nag n nag n nag n nag n nag n nag...
welll n plus!!!
tootsie gave me baby picture.. woot woot woot woot..........
lol whitey.. so white got soooooo lil eyebrow hair hhaahhah.....
lol n he went to the gym wen he was young. hahahahhaha...

2007-03-27T07:04:00.000-07:00

okk picture timee its been a longg timee since i put the fotos..

A bet... huh i do this all the time.....

hahahh yah rite shahnazzzzzzz...........

hehehehe.. gila gila from youngg..........

heres mi mummmmmm..

mi sis stole watevas infront of her.. -.-

2007-03-27T06:41:00.000-07:00

oooooooh.. hahah father jus nagged. u noee watt i realli hatee naggings. im tired of it.... hahaha..
thats how pple get defiant. wen ur irritated.. u jus say words n dun regret it casue the person cant shut up
hhahahaha.. wellllll u noe prefects duty im forced to nag if u dun listen..hahhaha forceddd.....
then they say i dun shout.. u noee its not necessary to shout.. seriously i dun find the usee attttttttt alllllllllllllllll.. gosh... if u shout for no reasonnnnn....... nooooooo reasonnn at alll....complete bullshit acting fierce crap......... seriously i feel like telling them off. to save their voice.... well yeahhh todai school normal lahh... but
1st) i interviewed wen hau..... or wtr his name is.. wellll yeahh interesting boy from guang dong..
oh well he is soo weird actually.. yo wassup n yeah thank god he didnt look up.. soo he asked me the meaning of wassup.. i said its an american way of saying aussies say hi.. like cowboys they sayyyyy howdy cowboy....... nnnnnn good day mate
hahhhahha... well yeahh.. sooo he moved here for like 2 years.. wooooh.. n soo he moved here with his sister.. n yeah he ahs nvr gone outt. cause he says he is busy studying.. well.. however he doesnt noe wat spicy means -.- ..........
soooooooo yeahh i asked him if he noes how to eat spicy food n he asked wats spicy.. -.- i had to show hot hot food.. hahahaha thenn he disappeared.. oh yahh i aksed that pple from china are very tall.. then he said not realli... but then he said except yaoming pple.. ohhhhhhhhhh..... wateva he meant..
2nd) art was another day of torture................ mrs jonoh thinks its damn funnnnnnn........ -.- mmmmm its a killer......... doubt that... got soooo bored there.... stared in blank air most of the time.. somemore i sit all aloneeeeee. -.- how fun can that bee.................
well lol i realised learning fiesta projects are pathetic.. n tootise i think will have his egg broekn by others. hahaahaha not himmm. Good Luck!!!!!! hahahahaa.......N i wont bend down again..

hhahahaha love ya..........

2007-03-24T05:17:00.000-07:00

ok backk!!!... well todais horoscope was kinda whack " dun be surprised if ur the wan bar top dancing" heh....... wattttt but i think i kinda figured it out... im super duperr hyperr.....!!!yeahh thats rite.. shahnaz scollded mitran for calling mee.. wooh asked me to get lost for good... irritatingg assholeeeeee..... sooooo irritating.. no means noo gundu..... -.-
well i forgot to upload the video ka jie toook.. lame bodoh.. hahahha
plus pluss.. seans staying in singaporee forr goood.... cause singapore is such a niceeee city..... =D
on the list of to-do things
1) study bio!!!!!
asexual n sexual reproduction in plants...
2)study physics darn mr chua....... -.-
current elctricity n static electricity
3)finish up englishhhh........!!!!!! =D
4)doooo arttttt........-.- i hate arttttttt.............
art is supposed to be of passion but now its not

soo yeah saw mr chua at the beach todai with alvin lim n blablablablabla..
n NEXT!!!
heres a story about sher khan..... stupid namee...
welll im apparently pakistani... y was there sri lankan in the first place i dunnoe mus be mi grandad..
well mi sis brought him home
n i dunnnnnnn like himm...
sooo fast bring home oready
wooooooooh..
he probably has weird thots.. lahhhh
arabs are pple that i dun realli like cause they are known to ill treat girls sadly... =(
n he toks like he is a 50 yr old man... f that man......
oh welll if he is mi bro in law. eeeeeeee.. actually eeeeee.....
well nvm then its onli mi opinion............ =D
well anyways luv ya...

todaii

2007-03-21T04:42:00.000-07:00

ohhhhhh tasks to do..

1) english homwork on a freaking matador... -.-

2) mmm... dunnoe anything

3) remember to get 30 PREFECTS to be ambassadors during learning fiesta..

thats 1 job i like.. sooooo fun..

u onli neeed to walk n walkk n walkkkk

n awwwwww..... i lovee loveee the grandad crap booookk.

the baby is soooooooo cute!!!! like awh!! cute like fuck.. hehehe..

lol the torture part isss to get pictures to replace it ahhhhhh.....

n PAINT ITT!!!!!!!!

oh soooooo yeahhhhh.....

of course

4) social studies homeworkk....

ohhh reminds mee heheh.. mr muru is a tiger!! grrr... hahahahha..

he is soo racist

the government has a passed a law for ple to wear crash helemts or not they will get fine n wateva lahh.......

EXCEPT!!!!
singhs!!

soo well he thot of salwinder ( but he got nooo turbann )

wen u have a turban its impossible to wear a crash helmet sooo. oh well

they cant ensure their safety.. nnn boyy i love his drawing

hehehe.. soooooooo cute his drawing..

i swear he can be an aritist once he retire.. hahahhah

born artist.. hahaah..

oh n yeahh

in the morning i greeted mr Hamzah n he said "macam berkenan aje..."

hahhahahaahah well it means he said i like him

hahhahahahahaa.... wth hahaha.. eeeeee.. he is too old halooo.. balding..

hahahhaha

n yeahhhhh he showed me the worksheet i jus nodded n smiled cause i didnt noe the meaning of berkenan .. see thats the problem...

yeah another example i nvr knewwww wat it meant was by being someones bitch hahaha onli now i noee someones gal.. man.. yeah yeah..

hhahaha smart ehh.. i noe u noe

hahahhaha..

oh welll nice dayy.. nicee day.......

Love Ya!!!!!!! Muaackks...

means cya..

2007-03-20T06:42:00.001-07:00

ohhhhh todai 1 heck of a longg dayy.. been waiting for it to end... in art lesson torture.. i was prayingg praying for time to fly but time doesnt fly wen ur bored... was sooooo darn sleepy lahhhhh..